When you go to your puberty age it's common to get attracted to a opposite gender, the case was same with me when I was 13 years old and in 7th I also got a attracted to a boy, well ofcourse it was my first time so whenever I see him my hearts beat Loud and it's common to get nervous so I thought I was in love...
but when I became 14 and I was in 8th I started to like bl (boy's love) and most of the time I use to read it and slowly and slowly I thought I became a bi person so at that time my feelings said to me "congratulations your a bi now" and then again when I became 15 and was in 9th I started to like gl (girl's love) aslo and every day I use to read both (bl/gl) so my interest from boys were vanished and at that time my feelings said to me "congratulations your a gay now" well when I thought I was really a gay I was still happy but after that I started to became allergic to straight things, well it's not like that I hate it or something like that it was just that I can't see anything straight because whenever even by mistakenly if I saw my body started to get goosebumps and a strange feeling that's why I said 'I was allergic'
So I continued reading bl/gl and aslo started to write story's about them than once I wrote a bl story in my copy and my mom read it and then she called me and asked what is this, well the part she road was about how the boy was getting bully than she asked me the same thing 'when these kind of incident happened to you?' at that time I was a little sacred and made up story that these all things happened in my school and my school was a girl school so than she said again "you have a girls school than how come?" I said, it all happened between girls and girls because I couldn't think anything except this and than she said "are you gay" and than my heart went out of my chest and when I became 16 and was in 10th my feeling said to me "congratulations your asexual now"
