๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ฐ
๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ณ
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช'๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐จ๐ฐ
๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฃ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช?
Haru looks back to his girlfriend, he feels his eyes filling with tears. They've been throwing everything everywhere for the past hour, it didn't matter if it was useful, it didn't matter if it was something memorable for them and it didn't matter if it was their everything. All of these started when they got in their dream universities. At first, it was okay. All they need to do is to understand each other's life in another university. As time passes, their love for each other fades away but... Minori wasn't ready.
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ช๐ต? ๐๐ข๐ด ๐ช๐ต ๐ด๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ?
๐ ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด
๐๐ด ๐ช๐ง ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ'๐ด ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต
๐๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ
๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ด๐ฆ
Minori pulls Haru in a hug, a hug that'll last long. Haru tries to remove his girlfriend's arms wrapped around him but he couldn't, it was so tight yet comfortable.
"Can you not leave?" Minori asked, still not wanting to let go.
"Remember the time we used to fight when the season changes? our worst fight was... when was that? was that spring?" Haru tries to brighten the mood but hearing Minori sniffles, his tears started threatening to fall.
"It was as if we were breaking up. It was as if our last goodbyes. It was as if... our last memory together"
"Can't it be like that again today? I don't want to live without you, I want to see only you" Minori asked in between her sniffles. It was hard to comprehend but Haru still understood, It wasn't like this in the first time they fought with tears.
"It felt like we were going to be together but... I want to see something else, I want to do something alone and not burdensome."
I gave you the world
Only you were my everything
So I gave you my winter and my summer
In these hot and cold seasons
๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ฎ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช?
๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช?
"I gave you my everything but it didn't feel like everything, that's why I insisted to give you my summer and winter as well. In those hot and cold seasons, I sometimes ask myself, did I really love you? or... did I even love you?"
Haru found the timing and removes Minori's arms that was wrapping around him and let her sit down on the couch. He grabs a chair and sat in front of her. He could see how puffy and red Minori was. It hurts him, but he deserves the pain.
๐๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ
๐๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ด๐ช๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ
๐๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด
๐๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต
๐๐ฆ๐ต'๐ด ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ
๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ
"I remember the time when we first had our classes in our different universities. We would always long for each other then get sick of each other at some point"
"I remember the time where we would meet, It felt like we were just meeting for the sake of each other. It didn't feel like love. So before our love wears out and rust, I tried my best to be the best for you, since the season is changing again."
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐จ๐ฐ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ, ๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ
๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ
"Even after everything we've all done together, when you look back I will be there. I will always be there but now... I won't be here. I won't be here to love you, to take care of you, to share my rants with, to enjoy my free time with, and I won't be here to comfort you in times like this."
"I just want you to know that we will always be one, then everything's settled. That'll be good enough when we leave."
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ฐ
๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ณ
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช'๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐จ๐ฐ
๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ฎ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช? ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช? ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฃ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช?
"I loved you. I'm so sorry if we end like this. You were my everything but it's time to let you go now. Goodbye, my Minori."