I never thought that you'll leave me like that...what about our promise that you made with me??..
were you lying to me??when you said you'll never leave me!!!?...
were you lying to me when you said you'll be with me till last breath of your life!!...
were you lying to me when you said you love me!!...
were you lying to me when you said I was your closest friend among your all friends!!!...
were you lying to me when you said My love..My everything..My world!!!.. etc..
Whenever I asked about your health condition/your days!!..why did you lied to me??
why did you left me when you said you'll be always there for me?? why did you left me when you were the one said you'll never leave my side!??.!!..
But now I see....that all sweet words .. that all words you said to me was just an excuse to make me comfortable and a words that makes someone's heart flutter...
when I told you all my secret's I really meant it!!!..
I really wanted you to stay by my side forever!!!....
I really wanted to give you all the love.. that no one else had given you!!!...
when I confessed you! you rejected me..and went on loving someone else!!!..At the end you fall for him/her so deeply!!! ...that when he/she left you...you left with him/her!!!...
why is it only him/her!!!...
why can't it be me???!!!??...
You promised to give me a chance...but..you left me..like I'm nothing ....just an air!!!...
I know how much you loved him/her!!!...but at the end he/she left you.. without telling you anything!!!..
when you can't stand that he/she left you!!!...
we(all friends).. tried so hard to comfort you and did everything...but at The End you did lefts us!!!!!...
why do you have to take that poison!! and has to leave us!!!....
Didn't we all (all friends) meant nothing to you???
I know you were done it many times so you're not afraid of doing that!!!..but at least didn't you think about all of us????.. what' Will happen to us??..
I know that you gave up your life!!!....but you should give it a next try!!!!....
I told you my problems and everything cause I trusted you!!!...
cause I didn't wanted to lose you!!...
we ( all friends ) all didn't wanted to lose you!!!....
we all did anything to make you stay with us!! but you didn't hear us out!! yet you went on your own wills!!!!....
still now I can't forget your crying voice!!!...
still can't forget all those memories I had withdrawn you!!...
You were so happy to ask me the gift for your Birthday!!!...
It was beautiful and sweet moments!!!...
sTILL can't forget all those words you said to me!!!....
Although you left us all!! Still your pic's...your memories...your everything remains in us!!!...
Still those feelings for you still remains the same!!!.
I still writes you the messeges where we used to talks each other the whole day and night!!..
Hoping that... you could reply me!!.. Hoping that you could read it!!!....
Still remembers that Prank which you did with all of us... that you were gonna leave..cause of some problems...
Still remembers all that memories....
Still remembers your smile
You were the one who was very cheerful and bright one from all of us!!!..
You were really a good friend..and a lover!!!!...
But what you did was very terrible for you to do that!!!!....
Wants to hold your hands tightly...Wants to hug you tighterrrrr....!!!..
I was afraid to lose you!!!...
You were the one who said I was closer to you...you were afraid to lose me!!..
you were the one who said Don't leave me!! Always stay by my side!!;..
And at the End you were the one who left me...and i lose you!!!...
That was The worst nightmare I ever had!!!...To lose you!!!...
I never wanted to lose you neither the others too!!!..
My Prayer For you..!! that you'll always be happy with someone whom you truly loves in your next life ( Rebirth ).. :)
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