Why my actions doesn't match my HEART?!

Diana a girl.. who had Schizophrenia was like a moody. But no one tried to understand her. That hurted her. She tried to kill herself but couldn't kill herself because her grandparents saw her every time she tried to kill herself.

One day....

Diana thought while crying, "why I'm still living? I should die!! No one ever tried to understand me!! They all jugde me by my actions... They never understand me!!!!"

She got up from the cold floor and went to kitchen.

She took a knife and tried to cut her wrist but her grandmother stopped her and slapped her.

Grandma said, "why you still tries to kill yourself?!! If you die what will happen to your mother?! Did you ever thought about it?!"

Diana shouted, "YEAH!! I DIDN'T THOUGHT ABOUT IT!!! AND WHY SHOULD I?!!! SHE DOESN'T CARE FOR ME SO WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT HER?!!!"

Diana was shouting but at the same time her heart was saying "no.. No.. No... That's not what I want to say.. I care for my mother.. She also cares for me.. I don't wanna say this"

Diana's grandma again slapped her.

"Grandma.. Why.. Why you slapped me again?!" asked Diana. "because you've gone mad" said grandma while dragging Diana to her room and pushed her in and locked the door...

Diana again shouted, "GRANDMA WHY YOU'RE DOING THIS AGAIN?! LET ME OUT!!! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS"

Grandma thought while crying outside the room, "I'm sorry Diana.. Forgive me but I need to do this so that you won't try to suicide again"

Diana was just crying, crying and crying...

At night....

Grandma came to Diana's room to take her to have dinner but what she saw was shocking!!

DIANA WASN'T IN HER ROOM!!! SHE RAN AWAY FROM HOME....!!!!!!

(author:- as Diana's room wasn't on second floor so she ran away from the window)

At Diana side......

Diana was scared.. She was really scared as it was her first time being alone outside..

Diana thought, "I ran away but where should I go?? I don't have any place to go". Then she saw a boy... She felt like he is familiar. She went closer to that boy and when she recognised that boy she started crying again and shouted his name, "WILLIAM!!!!!"

The boy turned around and looked at Diana and was shocked..! He was going towards Diana when SUDDENLY....

****BANG****

Diana had a car accident! William went to her and caught her from falling..

Diana said, "William, I always hoped that we'll be together but it looks like we won't now **cough cough**". "Why you're talking like this?! Stop talking!!" said William.

"Will you answer my question?" asked Diana. William said, "Yes I will".

Diana asked, "Why... My.. Actions doesn't match my heart?!"

William couldn't answer and Diana died.

**THE END**

AUTHOR :-

Ahem.. Looks like I am really stupid. I made another weird short story. Btw this is my second try. If you like it then please comment down below so that I can know what you think 😊