I was again alone with my grandparents on my special day , the day when I turned 16 . My sweet 16 birthday. I woke up with a phone call from my parents wishing me birthday . I got emotional as they were not here and on their business trip. It happened again when they were not with me and were busy in work . After greetings I came out of my room , my grandmother and grandfather wished me . I was happy at least they were with me .I cannot tell them about my wishes like what I wish to eat , where to go nothing but it's ok. I got ready and attended phone calls and messages with my birthday greetings . It was nice but inside my heart it was feeling somewhat emptiness. I don't know why but I was lonely I guess. They celebrated my birthday and my aunt and uncle also came . It was nice but my feeling of happiness were not complete. My parents came after 2 days , I was happy . I want to ask if they can again celebrate my 16 birthday with me again. But I guess it was not possible.
They always give me everything, but sometimes I feel angry as they are not with me . They were always there on my brother's birthday but this time they were not here so my heart hurts. I can't understand this feeling. I want to cry and shout but I can't. I listens to music to calm myself . But those tears fall from my eyes . I wear a mask of happiness in front of everyone but my true self is not be seen by anyone. I feel alone again. I feel alone again. 😔😔😔