You PROMISED ME that you're going to marry me when we grew up.
You PROMISED ME that you'll love me until we grew up.
You PROMISED ME you'll only love me, only me and not somebody else.
In Kindergarten, you approached me first, and you said hello.
You asked me if I want to be friends with you because I've no friends because all of them bullied me.
We got along really well.
We played everyday.
We meet everyday with our Moms.
We celebrate New Year every new year.
When we jumped in middle school, I felt.... empty. Because you barely talked to me.
When you need a tutor, I'm always there, tutoring you.
When you need a shoulder to cry on, my shoulder is right there, waiting for you.
But when I cry, you never gave me any encouraging words or any hugs that I need.
You don't even care if I'm happy or not.
When we're already in highschool, you gave me the cold shoulder even though I want you to talk to me.
When you're sick, my hands is always occupied with Medicines even though I hate medicines.
When you need money or food, I'm always there to give you both of it.
But when we jumped in college, you rarely talked to me.
I created a new friend.
She's always there, giving me the shoulder to cry on.
She's always the one who's worrying for me because when I cried in front of my family, they will say that I'm a crybaby or they will say harsh words that pained my heart more.
But the years past, you and my best friend became a couple. That pained me a lot. Like alot. Because these years, I LOVE YOU!
When I informed this to my parents, they say that I don't deserve to be loved and they kicked me out of the house. But before they kicked me out of the house, they said the words that I would never thought hearing it from there.
"From the moment you were born, we already hated you. Your siblings might be our kids but not you. You made our life hell the moment you were born. So just get out of here."
And that pained me alot.
And I went to you, the first time I went to you.
But you said the harsh words that made my heart more painful .
"I never loved you. Do you think I love you?! No! I will never love a girl like you who can't even do the things I wanted. I befriended you a long time ago because you're beautiful but when you grew up, you became so ugly. Now get out. You're ruining my fun with my girlfriend."
And then I saw the girl I once called a best friend, smirking at me. And mouthing, 'I win'.
And then he slammed the door in front of my face and then I walked from there just crying.
...
When I woke up, I was in a white room. I looked around with full of doctors beside me.
I was confused why they're not surprise to see me awake but when I look back, I'm extremely shocked.
I'm out of my.... Body?
And then I heard a voice, a very soothing voice that I want to hear it everyday.
I looked at the person and saw, an elderly woman standing, smiling at me.
Grandma?
"Come here, my dear granddaughter."
I went to her and she held me hands.
"Now that you learned your lesson. You may now rest in peace."
I'm extremely confused.
Learned my lesson?
"That all promises cannot be kept to."
Grandma smiled at me sweetly.
"And now you will come with me in Paradise."
"But before we head there, let's go outside first."
Grandma smiled at me.
And then we head outside.
When we get there, I saw my parents crying and my siblings blaming them for my death.
"IT'S YOUR FAULT! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! IF YOU HADN'T KICKED HER OUT, THIS WOULDN'T HAPPEN!".
My brother kept blaming Mom.
And then I saw figure sitting at the corner, a boy. My childhood crush, with tear stains in his cheeks.
"Now, can we go now? Someone is waiting for you there."
My Grandma smiled at me.
And I shaked my head in an agreeing way.
I looked back at them one last time and turned away.
Once we're walking away, I slowly start to feel nothing but, happiness and joy.
That's what I felt.
All the pain I experienced in a short time, it was all replaced by happiness, joy, and peacefulness.
I felt happy. And, excited to see a new place where I will rest in peace.
