I didn’t mean to fall—
it just happened quietly,
like rain starting without warning,
like ur name
slipping into every heartbeat
Even now,
when someone says u out loud,
my chest forgets how to act normal—
it races, stumbles,
like it knows something I can’t control
And when I found out
u loved me too—
it wasn’t just happiness,
it was fear
Bcz loving u in my dreams was easy,
but loving u for real
felt like holding something
I didn’t want to break
Maybe I did anyway
Maybe in some moment
I didn’t even understand,
I became someone
you thought could hurt u easily—
but if u could see inside me,
u’d know
I don’t even sleep right
when u’re on my mind
I never wanted to be the storm
in ur sky
But u—
when things got heavy,
U stepped back,
like I was something u could put down,
like I didn’t weigh anything at all
And that’s what hurts the most—
not the distance,
not the silence,
but the feeling
that I mattered only
when it was easy
Still…
I don’t believe this is all u are
Because somewhere between ur words
and the way u once held me,
I found a forever
I still can’t let go of
U said u’d never leave
So tell me—
was that love,
or just a moment
that changed with your mood?
Bcz I’m still here,
loving u
the only way I know how—
with a heart
that doesn’t know how to stop,
even when it should .....🙍🏻♀️