Hi, If you're reading this it is most likely because I am dead. I need to start at the beginning for you to fully understand my story. My name is Francesca, I am 13 years old. I have Trauma and Anxiety. I live with my dad and used to visit my moms house . When I was 10 years old I was sexually assaulted by my step father this caused Trauma and Anxiety. However recently my trauma and anxiety has gotten better because of this girl I am dating.Her name is Alaina she is the same age as me. Alaina makes me feel like I can be my self with out having to worry about being judged by her. We have been together for 1 year. We have been having problems lately with our sex life, I like being dominate and so does she but it scares me to be submissive and Alaina does not fully understand why. The reason I am scared about being submissive is because of the nightmares I still have from the sexual assault. Alaina is aware about me being sexually assaulted by my stepfather,but she still does not like it when I don't want to be submissive. This then causes Alaina and I to get into arguments. While I do not think that sex should be the main part of a relationship I still think it is somewhat important in a relationship. Alaina broke up with me this week.This then caused me to drink a lot because she was the First Love Of My Life. Once my parents found out about me being Lesbian they cut me off from there life completely, this also caused me to drink a lot more alcohol so much infact that I could not open my eyes for 3 days. I eventually stopped caring about life and decided that I would drink until I get very ill. I eventually died 2 weeks later. 😀Thanks for reading.Readers I would like to say that this is NOT A REAL STORY. I also would like to incourage that if you or someone you know is going through a very tough time you need to speak to someone you can trust. Be safe. I hope you liked this short story. Have a great day and please feel free to leave a comment if anything needs to be improved and or change or deleted.
