my love... did you know how I felt without you?
All my days were wrapped around you. Every moment, I thought about you. And then suddenly you left me as if I never mattered to you, as if I had never been someone important in your life.
The most painful part is that you never gave me a reason for leaving. You never told me why.
Well... perhaps I had already seen it in your avoiding gaze... in the way you disappeared when I needed you the most.
You suddenly began to neglect me.
Did you forget everything you once did for me?
Those moments when you waited for just one of my glances...
those pretty flowers you gave me as a promise of forever love...
They are dry now, yet I still keep them inside my locker.
Tell me...
Should I throw them away?
Should I crush them in my hands?
Or should I leave them there, exactly as they are?
~Illuminate
