Ever since Himiko transferred her blood to me to save my life strange things have been happening .. usually I’d have my feet tied to my bed so I don’t float away but when I wake up that’s not the case anymore.. I’d wake up floating in my lounge at first but then I’d wake up in some strange place I’ve never been before but have a slight memory of being there.. I’d remember some memories that aren’t even mine.. it’s strange that I have a familiarity with such things that I know i didn’t have before.. my stuff would be moved around in my home adding to the insanity I was going through with all these strange behaviours
Izuku’s been worrying about me.. not because I’ve been looking a bit rough after a full nights sleep.. because the things I say don’t seem like me.. my behaviour seems more erratic than usual.. some would say a bit more psychotic like I couldn’t care if I killed an innocent person in my way of doing my job .. that’s when i spoke to a professional about these issues .. take these psych meds and you’ll be fine they said .. you’ll be fine .. well now I know I’m at a loss..
I woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of my fridge beeping.. again I wasn’t tied up but this time I wasn’t floating either .. I closed the fridge and headed to the bathroom to wash my face.. that’s when I saw it.. strands of blonde hair on my head .. how is this possible have I really been that stressed lately? But I thought stress would show up as white hairs not blonde .. I really am going insane..
I have these contacts in my phone that I have no idea who they are.. they keep calling me during the day but every time I delete them they come back every single night..eventually I just gave up.. on that and just let it be but for some reason they no longer call me during the day .. I wonder why that is .. why do strange things have to keep happening to me.. I slammed my head on the wall hard enough to make myself bleed.. something about that warm red fluid dripping down my face sent an urge to my body.. saliva filling my mouth like I craved something delicious.. that’s when the blood seeped down to my mouth .. it was just a lick away and I felt so horrible but the temptation was closer than anything.. I’d be no better than a villain with the way I was heading ..
I tasted my own blood….. it was really good.. I wanted more but not mine, I wanted izuku’s.. the next morning I woke up on the couch .. my hands had blood all over them .. it wasn’t mine .. I felt sick to my stomach and almost threw up right there but I managed to get it in a bin .. freaking out I called Izuku.. he didn’t pick up .. he must be busy.. I called some others but they were all busy too .. I get it they are all busy with jobs and being hero’s.. I just feel so alone ..
At first I wrote out my thoughts and felt better doing it but some where I started writing in a book to keep track of what’s happening.. it was going fine for a week or two still but still waking up in random places but never did I wake up with blood on me ever again .. until I saw that I wasn’t the only one using this book.. it wasn’t my hand writing.. but who could it be and how?! It said “I’m sorry about the blood Ochako love T.. who is T.. My doors are locked before I go to bed the alarms don’t go off .. no one’s breaking in..
I decided to call off work for a month and figure things out all alone .. I don’t want my friends to get anymore worried than they already are .. maybe I’ll just tell them I’m going on a mission out of Japan when really I’m going to stay in disguise.. I mean not that telling them I’m going away would make a difference because they are always busy.. right?! It would be best if they didn’t know I could be apart of a crime I didn’t even do .. how would I tell them that something about me isn’t right.. how would I ..
It happened again I woke up with blood on me I could taste it in my mouth.. the taste is so strange.. sickeningly sweet for someone’s blood it taste good.. I hate who I’m becoming.. again I checked the book.. another line from T .. more blonde in my hair .. but my eyes .. one of them is yellow .. and my teeth .. the fangs are pointed .. just what is happening to me .. no way her blood is doing this .. but can it?
I’m not going insane there’s got to be some sort of solution, some reason, just something to explain why I have changed.. that night I set up cameras hidden all around my home and stitched in a tracker into my clothes so I could track my movements, everything would be uploaded to my computer… when I looked back on the footage of that night that’s when I saw it.. I ran to my book and yet again I saw different hand writing.. it wasn’t a dream, she’s a live, but she is also me and I am her.. now I understand.. now I know why strange things have been happening .. Himiko is in my body.. my DNA that we share ..
Part 2 coming. I’m considering on turning this into a chat story!!
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