*Welcome to my sh*ty life story*
While studying in girls high school I had a relationship with one of my classmate. It lasted for 3 years and pretty intimate as a teenage love. I don't exactly remember why I broke up with her but I was pretty rough as she was bagging to come back. I remember one night I was crying a lot to the point I couldn't breathe. That gave me a lot of trauma.
After that relationship I was so done with romantic things. I sort of didn't want that anmore in my life. That was also the time when I was introduced with yaoi and bl dramas. I mean how would I even want a man or female to come in my life when I am imagining all sort of things all day and night. We already know what's better.
I was kinda overconfident over that topic and like any lead I also became color blind. After several years of being single I got myself into a relationship with a guy who gave clear sign of red flag. But I was blind. Then I think was I also deaf? I mean what did I even see in that guy? He didn't speak of respect, he goes fool around with girls, and I was like, yeah I love him. Like a poor protagonist. I was even crying saying I missed him. At least they get stuck with rich f*Akers. This guy isn't even rich. I mean he looked like a spite of chewed gum. And then I got myself drunk because I was traumatized (again).
This whole time I thought is this karma that's paying off? Because he is also the one that broke up with me. And why does this karma always pays off in my case? Can't I even have a trauma from a good rich and handsome guy? His mother would come to me and say that famous line?
Moral of the story is I am depressed and I have nobody to share my thoughts. So if you are free..let's talk about life. And also don't get yourself involve in unnecessary relationships. This romantic f**KS are not for this generation people. True love is also having affair with fake love. So it is busy enough to come in our life. Let's just read yaoi with enough whatever snacks you can afford and then just d*e.
