its a story about me.... my sadness...my wishes....and lastly my happiness.....
its a thing which i haven't shared with anyone till now....and now I'm sharing it with u....
coz i can only share my feelings with u coz u don't know me...never seen me...or will never see me....
so let me start with it....hope ull understand me....
i am a girl....a teenage....who have been struggeling with her voice and her face....
i have many spots of pimples in my face and my voice is not a soft voice like other girls...but not like a manly voice too....but my voice is like...I'm talking with my nose.....
i know many of u who has been reading this might think that there many many people who has more problem than me....
but everyones problems are different....maybe they have more and serious problems than me....but it doesn't means my problem is nothing....
i just want love from my relatives and specially from my younger or let's say my twin brother.....
my relatives are like...."omo....why does ur face doesn't gets more beautiful...." or like" ur face has atleast gotten more clear than before...what do u use"or like " use this product or do this and that it will be more clear"....
but i just don't want their sympathy...i just want them to see me as i am...not see me as they want.....
my relatives mostly ignore me....and that's only me...not my brothers or my parents but only me.....
and even if they come to our house they are mostly teasing me by my voice....like its not tupe of bad teasing but just a normal one which they feel that i might not get hurt about it coz i always smile even if they are teasing me.....
i always smile to show that I'm strong....but deep inside I'm hurt deeply hurt....because even my parents and my brothers tease me......but still I'm smiling......
i just want to show them my that self in which I'm hurted....i mostly cry at night so that no one can see me in pain...but i just want my parents to see my pain through my smile....like other parents......
i also want to be happy with what i have.....i also want to be loved like other people.....who goes out with their cousins......
but...atlast i can never be that person.....coz if i want to be that person....i need to be either beautiful or rich.....and so I'm not at all any of these things......
ill write the next part...if u like it...plzz comment....if u won't me to write it😅
