Clair's P.O.V
The name's Clair Ramosa a normal and straigth A student you could ever imagine that had lived a normal life with her loving yet posssive boyfriend Zane Will. everything was perfect just the way i imagine when a horroble and frustrating news got to me..... its no wonder ive been feeling sick lately.... i was on my room lying in the cold floor crying the hell out of me while holding the doctors report in my hand....how? how could i break this news to zane? i dont have the heart to tell him! i whimpered to my self.
I heard i knock on the door which i assumed it was Zane. i quickly stood up and hid the papers as i whiped my tears and put a fake smile on my face.
i opened the door only to see his concerd face "Whats wrong bhie?" he asked while stroking my cheeks "oh dont worry about it! im just stress about something stupid" i gave him a quick chuckle to lighten up the mood but i can see the frown on his face but he replaced it with a soft smile that melted my heart.
see? this is why i was afraid about! i dont have the confidence nor the heart to break the news to him and as a matter of fact he would flip his head off!
i sight as i drag him towards the kitchen to eat the dinner he made specially for me! i smiled softly at him while looking down the yummy dishes in the table! we eventualy dugged in our plates and ate our dinner happily but the more i thought about the problem the more my heart felt heavy.
i decided not to tell him the news and kept pretending that im okay everyday. but when it got to the point that i puked blood last week and got the result that i have stage 2 of breast cancer my whole world fell apart! i thought i could cure this desease and still live on my life but who new my cancer spreads so fast! and so i have no choice but too break up with him.
"WHY?!" he almost yelled his lungs out of me. i flinch and looked away from his eyes feeling guilty.
what am i suppose to say? that i have stage 2 of breast cancer and only has half a year to live and i did this for the better of us so none of us gets hurt?
i sight and ignored his yelling "didnt you hear me? i said we should break up! i dont love you anymore and im tired of your stupid attitude of always bieng possesive! so shut the hell up! and leave me alone!" i choked on my words as my heart hurts so badly and i could hear my self crying inside my head
he looked at me in shock but his face turned cold "Im sorry.......ill leave you alone. have a great day" i could see the hurt and tears in his eyes as he walked away. i wanna stop him and hugged him behind but i cant its for thw better! "Im sorry zane......" i whispered to my self and broke down
1 month has passed after the break up but still i couldnt get over it and my cancer is getting worse and worse as my hair started falling apart and my skin turned pale as the ashes.
i have no one..... i lost the person that brougth me light in the darkness i lost my brother in an accident i lost my parents that never cared for me as they had their own family i lost the only person that loved me unconditionally i lost the man that i love and will cherish for the rest of my life! I lost my bestfriend that hated me for some reason! I LOST EVERYTHING!!! WHY IS THE WORLD SO UNFAIR!? AAAAAAAH!!!!! i broke down once again in the cold floor cougthing blood with no one around me......
3 months later I notice a few changes in zane that brougth me guilt and anger to my self. he was always drunk always sleeps with different woman and kept giving me cold glares when one day i had enought i confronted him but i was scolded instead by his so called new girlfriend and he didnt even do anything but instead embarrassed me more infront of people saying i was a cheater and a player and that i didnt deserve any love and that almost made me mad. i slapped his girlfriend and she fell in the floor. he was furios and slapped me back "YOU FCKING CHEATER! U DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO SLAP MY GIRL" i was taken aback by his words. his girl? but im your girl?
"DONT CALL ME A CHEATER IF YOU DONT KNOW THE REASON BEHIND WHY I BROKE UP WITH YOU! AND STOP DEFENDING THIS SLUT WHEN WE ALL KNOW WHO IS IN THE RIGTH AND WRONG YOU BASTARD!" i yelled back at him
*SMACK*
I felt a whincing pain in my cheeks.....i was slapped. by the only person that promised to protect and never hurt me forever. i look at him with teary eyes he looked taken aback by his action and was about to open his mouth when his so called girlfriend suddenly pulled the hat i was wearing in my head...the wig i was wearing fell in the floor as Zane gasp and started to shake
"Are you happy now?" i looked at their shock and guilty eyes but i couldnt care less due too the large pain barried deep in my heart. i stood up and walked away not looking back as tears started to form my eyes.
2 months had passed and those days Zane had been trying to contact me and would always pursue me once again but whats the point? im gonna die anyway. but that doesnt stop him as he would always visit me in the hospital bed and kept apologizing non stop and i could see the guilt in his eyes as he explained to me everything and why he did that
and eventually i forgave him and we started over. i promise him that after i fight this desease with him by my side he would marry me straigth away and i was happy and gratefull that ghod gave me a strong and loveable bf
1 week...
the doctor came inside my room and told us the bad news that was coming. both of us broke down as they could do nothing and only extend my days of living without the cure. we were both devestated as the doctor recomended us to spend sometime together for the last time.......
and so Zane did all in his power to make this last few weeks for me the most special day in my life.
2weeks later.
i cant take this anymore.......i just cant...... i look at Zane who was peeling an apple for me to eat. he looked me and smiled softly "yess bhie?" i wanted to speak when i started coughting blood. he panicked and quickly called the doctor. the machine that was attach to me started beeping as Zane started to cry loudly calling my name.
the doctors just stood there helplessly cause theirs nothing they could do as they knew this time has to come while i was lying in the bed smiling weakly at zane
"Zane....my love.....im tired.....im sleepy....is it okay.....if i sleep?...." i said weakly while asking for his permission
he looked at me with teary eyes but smiled weakly "you did everything you could to stay awake.....im so sorry for bieng selfish......sleep now my little angel....." he cried at the last part as i smiled and slowly closed my eyes
"Thank you......"
*BEEEP* *BEEEEP* *BEEEEP*
Zane's P.O.V
The doctors went towards Clair and remove all the unececarry tubes that was attach to her hands and stood in the corner while the other nurse wrote something down on its paper
i sat their watching my little angel slowly dissapearing while choking my tears......."Live well in heaven my little angel"
Doctor= "Clair Ramosa time of death 12:34 pm"
Love is never an ending as it kepts gowing and will be in our hearts....this is a short message to all the people out there to never give up and think positivly! cause love always conquers hate and it will be deep barried in us and as it shows in the story Zane here proved that he loved clair until the end.........cause nothing can stop him from loving her more....until death do them apart.
THE END
Hi guys the author here! im so sorry for the sad ending and to be honest i cried while making this :(
thank you so so much for your time in reading this short story that i have created :) be sure to like and comment down bellow on what yaah guys think แ( แ )แ
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