When sadness hits you, you keep on asking that why does living in this world is so painful?
You're very happy right now but soon sadness will conquer you, it will break your mind, it will destroy your soul and it will ruin you.
Happiness is just like minutes when you experienced it,
but being in sadness feels like hours or days before it leaves you, or sometimes you think that it will never leave you.
Every day we fight, we struggle, we never give up but suddenly you will see yourself crying and saying "I just want to quit, I'm tired of everything"
Sometimes you will think that this world is stupid but soon you'll realize that the world is not stupid and the real stupid is us or let's just say that it is you.
You're very happy if someone supports you and loves you but behind that story, lots of people doubted you, hated you and some are just laughing at your life right now. They think you're a loser, they think that you are the worst.
You can't handle your problems, you think your problems are the worst but for others, they can handle it quickly, they can help themselves to grow.
but you?
Do you feel motivated because of their good mindset?
"I can do that too"
or
Are you jealous because you realize that they are strong and you are weak?
"I wish I was just like them"
You're having a bad time, you must need some rest but you can't rest because it feels like you're wasting your time. After all, you have a lot of things to do or to grow.
You can't decide anymore, you're just crying, you're just sad
And then the worst part comes,
All you just wanted is for you to die.
