I am tani I am writing about my life only if possible read with your understanding and I really appreciate your feelings for me.
Tani was a bright student its not an exaggeration she was her class top in school which was a remote village in this big country she used to have lots of friends and rivals in school she was envy of some one and also she was an eye sore for some but that was children so mostly they cheat on exam that's that and when she got prize in talent test she didn't even felt that happy becoz it's not the first and she was appreciated by people and that made her family happy then she realised after almost 5yrs of her understanding that was the first time she was recognised as child she felt happy and she tried for a govt Central school which was free from 6th to 12th and she and her cousin brother both competed and went to coaching which was her first time leaving home but she was determined and she studied hard but the problem was she trusted people so blindly and she felt all are good and is ignorant of others in hostel which made her understand the situation she was and she tried to be moderate but her mentor who was very happy before started with her disbelief in her and made her realise friends won't make you hurt then she started concentration on her studies when she got holidays for pongal before exam she went home and was informed her grandfather died of cancer and she was not informed becoz she was away she cried out loud making her heart empty and then she again realised if she didn't pass the exam she will be treated badly so she almost forgot she has to enjoy her atmosphere and with friends but even at home with TV on she sits with her back on tv to get the seat and she was hit by her teachers child for getting her papers dirty but that was not her and she cried out to explain but nobody heard which made her insecurities increase as time proceeded and she completed her preparation 1day before and never opened on the day of exam which made her memory fresh and she wrote the full paper and got 2 math problem dout and she was confident in her maths so she completed without hitch and came out of her exam hall and her cousin also came with same problem doubt and they asked their teacher and tani got the answer correct and got admission which made her famous in her small village and she felt Happy becoz as girls are not prioitised at that time a girl from our area got the seat made people think that we also can do this and that was not the thing made tara happy when she was in 3rd class she asked her mother for a 🧸 which was only rs60 at that time and that was the cheapest teddy bear and first one tara had seen in her life that time but she had to cry for 6 days just to get it and that too was not becoz she was approved but her elder sister needs to buy there and she asked mom about it and when her mother's family gather they always says about how they remember their children doing things and when tani asks her mother she says I don't remember and says I was never near you when you are child that made her think whether she was their child or not but she feared if that is the truth what should she has to do and where can she go and what should she do those questions made her think ignoring those questions was better then she joined jawahar navodaya vidyalaya and which was like a big family and teachers take care of children with care and strict when needed and that was her first time that she felt she belongs to somewhere and which made her enjoy her childhood and she has friends who like her like how she is and make her life easy but that didn't last long when she has to go to Home on holidays and that too her parents should come she always waits for her parents untill every person leaves and the incharge calls her parents about that and that too on the evening next day where the other children leaves before the evening of holidays and tani used to have a friend who's parents come from long but they also reach before her parents which usually depresses and disappointed her to the core by the time she finished her 10th there and that too becoz she had health problems and she had to take medicine daily and that time she is not depressed anymore becoz she got her answers and she continued to ignore her mind and that overlapping depression makes tani go crazy and she felt insecure and she will do what her parents say and do what she was told to do like she was so good at maths but she has to become doctor as her sister who was supposed to be cool in her family eyes was unable to do so tani has to do and tani didn't have choice and she doesn't feel like she had anyone who could listen to her so she just nodded and accepted her fate when she was about to start her new journey she had high hopes and full of nervousness and unparalleled confidence but when she experienced her biology she thought to her will she make it past first year and she completed her 2yrs better than she expected and her parents already planned her further studies and she finally finished her MBBS and is doctor in her home town
