For the last 18 years of my life I have walked this road and I counted the tiles of footpaths while going back home. I was never a bad girl going to school and come back home. Back and Forth. I was never sent to tuitions during my school years and I had never had any fun with friends like going to canteens and cafes. Therefore I didn't get along with them. I used to envy them. Till now I am not allowed to go out with my friends. I am a very shy girl and I don't talk much with others but I am very talkative if I get along with someone.
During covid ,schools were closed it didn't bother me that as I didn't like going to school much but as more days passed on it made me sick and depressed. As this was my last year I kinda missed school ,my friends and a feeling of been a student.All my uniform are new and my shoes.A lot of things happened during covid,losing close ones and staying far away from dear ones. It changed a lot and many thing happened.Time repeats itself but that time is never going to return back. many nights I cried myself to sleep and at morning my eyes would be swollen. I am so used to words like useless , rubbish and scoldings that I don't mind. I am a crybaby but I promised myself not to cry for useless things and all. I am trying to be strong and be a good person. Many more things I wanted to write but I forgot to cook dog food and after some time online class is there. adiós
