I am sorry

I am sorry for my flaws ,

I am sorry I am not who you thought I am

I am sorry I craved your pity at me

I am sorry I pretended to be someone to get close to you

I am sorry for my insecurities

and how they have affected you .

I am sorry I was jealous of you .

I am sorry because I have never been me in front of you

But ........hear me out !!

I pretended to be someone because I thought then

you would LIKE me .

I thought making myself look pitiable

you would want to be my friend .

I am sorry I used you for my enjoyment ,

but I swear somewhere between my pretence it became

ALL TRUE .