from stranger to wife

he has different moods and personalities...

he liked me...but I wasn't sure...

soon after graduation he proposed me...

well again I wasn't sure, I just stared at my feet and then nodded...

I had no options, I just couldn't run or say no...

soon after the engagement... a storm struck the city and thunders struck me...

My best friend had cheated on me with him...

I broke the engagement with him and ran away...

I was in the middle of nowhere when I realised I've been running too long...

Standing in the rain I thought "Life is hard, Death isn't easy either..."

at that time my death seemed the most relevant...

but who knew I could find hope...

A car screeched and stopped, a man came out in the rain and asked "Is Death easy?"

I shaked my head slowly to show disagreement

he pulled me towards him and kissed before I could unerstand anything...

but somehow I... couldn't resist...

It was like magic...

It was raining heavily, he pulled me inside his car and drove away...

I fell asleep in the car and when I woke up, I didn't know where I was nor knew what happened last night...

It was a big room, it looked like a study too...

For now... I had to get out of here...

Soon a man came and said "We've lost our virginity to each other and I its responsibility by a marriage proposal, will you except?"

I had been drunk last for the first time in my life and this is how it went...

I cried like I always do... He sat besides me on the bed and said

"Well I am bad at comforting as i've never done this before but... I'm sorry for last night...I was drunk as my mom died due to an accident...her last wish was to see her daughter-in-law and grandchildren..."

For the first time I said "I am an orphan..."

At that time I didn't know the man's identity...

"I want a friendship before we get to reality"

a year went by but he didn't mistreat me or force me in bed...

he was a peaceful acquaintance and companion...

I was happy... but every time I looked into his eyes there was a rush of emotions in me... there was something that he was hiding...

Some days later we both got drunk on mother-in-law's death anniversary... that day we both woke up in the same bed...

My clothes were torn and tattered on the floor

I put on his shirt, freshened up and went to make breakfast...

he soon came to the kitchen wearing his lose trousers "You know... you shouldn't have worn that shirt" and held me tight and he ripped the shirt buttons...

he went up holding me in his arms...

this time things happened sober...

Soon after he told me things about the company and became more open...

I started telling him funny incidents and crazy encounters with strangers including him....

he soon told me "I have ruined right?"

"My uncle was a gangster... he killed people for money when my father reported him he killed his brother too... I was born after... My mother cheated on my father discreetly many times... She said he was infertile and an abusing scumbag... I killed my mom and uncle last year..."

My body moved on its own and hugged him tight I said "I killed my cheating father when I was 7 and killed my best friend and fiance that night... both of us were manipulated into crimes..."

next year I gave birth to triplets 2 girls and a boy...

we went from strangers to each others' life...