(Well this is my first sooo it may be a bit off with spelling and grammar but this is really what I’m thinking everyday and my thoughts so I’m gonna put them in words and now here is a little bit of what I think of everyday!)
This is a bit awkward to start with but do you ever think about death like where your gonna die or how it’s gonna happen will you die a slow and peaceful death or will I get murdered or just die painfully it’s all a blur to me it’s almost like I can see death itself it’s like deja vu. In your thoughts do you ever escape just lay down and shut your eyes to see you falling from dimension to dimension all I could see is colors being clashed together it was beautiful like war was right in front of me but everything happens to quickly it’s like I was falling to death and I wake up but I’m perfectly fine it’s so weird it’s like If it was so real the feeling was amazing the adrenaline I felt was like no other. Then night falls and here I am laying back in bed Dazed and Confused playing in the T.V in the dark room why my mind tries to clear but can’t so I’m stuck staring into the dark room it’s almost intoxicating like poison and I’m melting into it everywhere I look it’s just dark and my eyes start to shut and in a flash I’m up but not home I’m in School? But why what could have brought me to the place I dread the most but it’s off everything is almost black and white but it’s rusted a bit and I’m stuck in a desk in a rusty classroom with piles of desk surrounding mine and suddenly a sharp object comes towards me and what’s weird is I can feel that straining I’m there hold back the object for dear life it punctured into my skin a little releasing the red liquid in my body then again I’m up and in my bed like nothing happened as if my spirit was released and lost but found it’s way back.
( hope you enjoyed a little from my mind crazy isn’t it )
