hello there!!! 👋👋
I am Aia
I am feeling very low and heavy today.
So I thought to share it with you guys, so maybe I could feel a bit light.
I just sometimes think.
Why do I need to study?
can't I just do what I want?
why do I need to study the subjects I don't like?
I hate Maths and physics to different levels.
I just can't get along with those subjects.
Sigh... sometimes I feel so sick of studying. 😢😢
I know that studying is important but I just can't do it.
Sometimes I feel very bad Because my mother does a lot for me but I'm just not able to pay her back. My percentage has lowered and I've lost interest in the studies.
I have disappointed her many times. I start but I leave it in midway.
by studying and having a degree only can I become what I want?
will that above 90℅ will only make me something?
Is the result with A+ only I can pay back my Mother for whatever she is doing for me?
If the answer is " YES ".
Then okay.......I will do it. I'll try to give my best.
And make you proud one day Ma.
The day you will say " I'm proud of you ", I will admit it as I have paid back you for whatever you have done and still doing for me.
