I tried not to stare as I walked among the crowd. Everything is beautiful... If you can see what I can. I, I see everything just the way it is. Without any filters. You won't believe what I say but its true.
Like I can see the life's glow and I don't know how to describe it it's not some color it has every color. All I can say is that its breath taking.
And wings. The most beautiful thing I've ever seen is the wings of a child. They are mostly white tinted in pink the color of Love . I believe these wings belongs to one's soul. I have never seen wings on someone dead. I'm not sure though.
Its pretty bizarre as well. The emotions of people swirling in multiple colors, their wings, their dreams ,their nightmares...I can see their dreams and nightmares if and only if I wish. And now I'm out here just to see all these.
People always wonder why an introverted girl enjoys crowded places. They don't know and they probably wouldn't understand. I hate interactions with people. But I don't hate people in general.
Take what I'm seeing now for an example ; a pair of siblings, a girl about 10 and her little brother are bickering yet the girl's wings are holding her brother protectively and their mother was looking annoyed yet her wings were shielding her children. Beautiful...if I were an artist I would've drew this but sadly I'm not .
The mother saw me staring (oh so embarrassing) and gave me a smile was that apologetic? wait did I look like I was annoyed? oh boy. I smiled back and bowed a little bit .
I have plenty of time to get to the library, where I do a part time job; yet I checked my watch and pretended to be late. Thats the best way I know to escape from an embarrassing situation.
I was quite away from the sweet family when I heard a sound , almost a shriek, inhumanly loud and high pitched and a pained scream . I felt my knees turn into Jell-O. And I grabbed an elderly guy's sleeve as I fell.
I felt the someone helping me up, had I blacked out? I don't know. I looked up at the person who helped me he wasn't a senior citizen, but a middle aged guy with fluffy platinum blonde hair. He asked me if I were okay. I just nodded in reply .Hopefully he'll think I had some emergency matter to attend
I slowed down as I neared the main road I walked on. But that's when the sounds got louder...not like it actually got but like I was nearer the source and the sound was more like an eco. These sounds, I guess is the price for seeing all these beautiful things I think.
yeah what did you expect? No where is full of sunshine and rainbows. There's much more than that. I just avoid these sounds. Because they are never good. If you actually listen to some things I hear, you'll probably be mad. No thank you . I'm not gonna let these ruin my life.
I don't know who makes these sounds and I don't wanna know...people's thoughts aren't this loud, they are like whispers and easy to avoid.But these are screams. heartbreaking ones... I avoid them but today it's extra loud. And its cold, a shiver went down my spine. Probably nothing...
Forget that thought... I should probably check this out. It's not like anyone will attack me or anything right ? I mean there's millions out who have no idea of all this and none of them are getting attacked so...
I listened. It was coming from somewhere around here, but where?
Then I saw it. A shiver went down my spine .I need to run. But my legs have failed me. I stood there staring at that horrid figure. It haven't seen me, yet .
Him, not it, I corrected myself. It looks humane even if it's only the physical appearance. There's a crowd just a few metres behind me but they won't see what I do. It had the darkest aura I have ever seen, darker than the darkest night. It's wings were pitch-black. Something I thought impossible. But that's not it they were burned off ,turned into stumps.
He had his back towards me. And he seemed way too busy. And it's not like anyone else is gonna see him like that. I don't think even he knows he looks like this. But that's doesn't change anything..
I stepped back wards. There's no point in risking my life over this.
Then he turned and a scream got stuck half way in my throat.
