This pain inside me makes me want to to scream
this pain inside my heart is trying to soficate me
I try so hard to fake a smile but it always goes away
i try so hard to fake a laugh just to say that im ok.
Why do i feel this pain was it something i did something i said sometimes i wish these eyes would roll in the back of my fucking head.
why god why are u punishing me ive did all the right things but this demon in my head does not want to leave. It tells me im not worthy i shouldnt be here im too much of a fuck up all i can do is tell it to shut up
this knife in my hand is looking back at me
im picturing myself falling to my knees cold alone and blue but at least this demon would finally be lose.
