Life is hard, right? You just keep on pushing yourself to be better but for now, nothing happens. You think you give up for a while, you're down and sad, you feel alone like no one to talk to, and your wondering when will better days come to you. Maybe you're mentally depressed because of a lot of things happening to you right now and you can't stop thinking about what your future will become. You want to make progress every day even a little progress but later you keep questioning yourself that is enough for you to be contented in a little progress?. You must rest for a while, what's wrong with escaping reality if you'll think that it's good for you? The important thing is you know when to go back to reality, don't just escape the reality make sure that you'll come back and fight again because you know life is hard but it will be harder if you're the one that is making it worst. Keep fighting because one day it will become worth it and you'll be proud of yourself too.