"Hahaha" I laughed at myself. Thinking "wow how pathetic." My life has been a joke. I fake my emotions.
I was never loved by anyone. Not by my parents, siblings, friends, and even myself. I honestly never had anything.
I didn't ask to born.
I only asked to be loved.
I question god every day why I have lived meaningless life for 28 years. From the day I was born I wasn't loved.
I had thought maybe I should earn love. So I tried to be the best. But when I did become the best they had said try harder.
I became the richest person alive but I still couldn't impress them. But I still didn't give up. I was so shameless.
Even after the constant insults I still followed them like a lot puppy. I was so dumb. I still can't believe that I couldn't wake up to reality.
Soon I realized I never lived for myself.
I never lived for my self.
So then I questioned myself...
What am I?
