I love you.
"I LOVE YOU"
I froze as I heard those three magical words.
"I'll always be with you"
I can't help but to painfully sigh while looking down. I don't have the guts to looked into his gorgeous face.
" I won't ever leave you"
My eyes started trembling as the memories flash in my mind while listening to his words.
His gentleness
His undescribable beam when he looks at me.
His kindness and him as my true love.
" You've been always been my one and only."
I can't help but to forcedly bite my lip in order to invade myself from making a painful sound.
" You already know that since the day we cross our paths "
I can't believe that he said those words.
Am I really this naive?
" You're my cure"
How did I become so dumb?
Am I really that gullible?
" You're my weakness"
How come?
"You're my strength"
Why?
" And when I realized that I've been falling deeper and madly in love with you, I know for sure that I cannot leave without you anymore"
I hold and grip my chest as it tighten.
My head is a mess and my heart is suffering.
And I felt my heart ached hundred times than before as I saw him kneeling.
"Will you marry me?"
"Yes!"
And when I saw his beam that I didn't even seen before. And as the void in my heart growing even more, my tears started streaming.
I clasp my hands and hugged them bearing this pain one-sided.
I Congratulated them with a big smile and told them that I am happy for them that's why I'm crying.
I gave them some space and excused myself.
I then went out and run towards the parks playground sitting at one of the swings.
And that time... I didn't hold back anymore.
I cried and plead and begged and bleed without anyone knowing.
I blamed myself for being coward.
I blamed myself for not able to fight you.
I blamed myself...for falling in love with you.
You said you'll fight for me even though I can't... but why did you give up in the middle?
You said...You love me but why didn't you propose to me?
Is it because of our age gap?
Are you ashamed that I'm 10 years younger
than you?
I know.
I know all along that you reached me for my sister because you've been in love with her for a long time.
And I chose to be blind.
But why did you make me feel that I am important to you?
Why did you gave me hopes?
Why did you let me hear those sweet words?
I'm tired... I'm tired of everything.
I know that our short relationship back then was sincere...but maybe we're not just meant to be.
-(HER POV)-
