Ruo saw how Jiang fell from the sky. However, he pretended he only saw him lying on the ground.
Someone said, “You cannot tell him those words. Once you do, you will die. You are not meant to meet nor fall in love with each other.”
Even if that was so, Ruo still loves him. His heart cannot help but bleed for his lover. This day is just a day for him. However, for Jiang, how many days has it been?
“Jiang, get up. It will rain soon.” Jiang looked at Ruo, intensely.
Jiang said as he gets up and stares at him, “Say you love me.”
“N-No.” He tried his best for his voice not to break only to see Jiang’s devastated state. It broke his heart. He cannot do this.
He loves Jiang too much, he doesn’t want him to give up.
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Jiang's Recent Log:
Several attempt(s) in going back in time: Nth times.
“I love you, Jiang.”
The same dream every time.
I woke up with tears welling up in my eyes yet again.
His smile pierced my soul yet again.
I can’t remember anything anymore.
Who are you?
Is it me you were calling with those loving eyes and gentle smile?
It’s me, right?
It cannot be anyone but me.
I don’t know who Jiang is.
If it’s someone else, I will surely kill him.
You can only belong to me.
Lying down on the ground, looking up at the same dark sky for the nth times makes me want to give up because no matter what I do to save you, you always die before my eyes.
I want to give up but giving up means losing you completely.
I'd rather go mad than lose you.
You will still love me, anyway. You have to.
*End of Log.
