A Suna Rintarou x Fem! Reader x Sugawara Koshi
- oneshot
'Y/n...please...wake up...' The boy cried holding my hand tightly.
- Two Years Later -
Y/N's POV:
I'm Y/n L/n - a third year student that is also a drummer at the famous band here in UK ( Summer band )
Early in the morning, y/n went to their studio. You opened the door seeing the others practicing.
'Good morning guys!' I greeted them happily.
'Oh, y/n-chan..um...can we talk for a sec?' Taichi asked, Is he alright? He looks uncomfortable.
'Sure!' I responded coming in. We talked at the rooftop of our studio.
'What is it you want to talk about?' He stayed silent for a minute. 'Hey..Taichi-san..?' Then he responded.
'Look, y/n-chan we really don't want to hide this from you but..' The boy uttered fiddling his fingers.
'Just tell it..we still have practice..'
'Iwaizumi was wondering if we can let Oikawa come back as a drummer in our band...' Oikawa Tooru as their former drummer.
'We're not forcing you don't worry.' I looked down whilst tears started flowing down to my cheeks.
'I know I'm not in the place to say no..But I can't let him have my position that I worked hard for Taichi-san.' Since Oikawa left their band, that was also the time that I was looking for a job. Kiyoko and the others accepted me as their temporary drummer. Time pass by they agreed that I could take Oikawa's position.
It was all okay but that one person who was my ex still hates me. Neglecting me, ignoring me and really hated my presence in their band. I'm not affected anymore.
Even if he hates me, I still ignore it for the sake of our band. Every single mistake I make he criticizes it like I was a very terrible human being.
Sugawara Koshi- my ex whom I love more than myself. I thought he was the person who will love me like I'm his whole world. Yeah, he loved me liked that but destiny is fcking cruel.
There was this time when I wanted to end my life, ending up falling in love again. He was there for me when no one wanted to comfort me.
I got into a stupid accident involving Oikawa. I can tell that he really wants to come back to our band. Begging me to give up on my position.
No matter how many 'No' I say he wouldn't let me. That time when our band has a contest, I went to the closest store to buy snacks. I ended up seeing a white ceiling ,with our whole band crying.
I wanted to fight back but I can't. I wanted to fall in love again and let him be the love of my life.
'Y/n... please..wake..up...' Suna begged holding my hand. I slightly opened my eyes, his eyes widened. He hugged me tight while I pat his back.
'Rintaro-kun...No..need to cry...' I slightly teased him, making his depression go away. 'You dummy, don't get involved in another accident...' I can feel his tears flowing down at my shoulder. He buries his head in my hair.
'Y/n..how about you join our band?' He asked while peeling off an apple. Their band is really good but I don't want to leave the others.
'Look, it's not like I'm choosing them over you but..' I looked in his eyes, while he just smiled.
Day by day, Suna is by my side but.. Why can't I stop thinking of Suga..?
- Six months later -
I got released from the hospital a week after. I decided to leave our band. A good farewell still hurts , I'm gonna miss our band. I'm gonna miss Taichi who was my friend who comforted me when Suga broke up with me, Kiyoko who loves me truly not only treating me as a bandmate but more that a sister.
Today was our contest against Summer band. Our contest got held off for a minute because one of their members were missing. It was Suga.
Suna noticed me looking at Taichi and the others. He held my hand, interlocking out fingers. ' You seem worried..' He uttered. 'If it's about Suga..'
'Don't worry It's not about him. I'm just a little scared'
We waited until Suga arrives but something was a bit off. Taichi and the others hurriedly went out of the building.
'Something happened?' I asked 'I heard thy found Koushi but he was rushed over to the hospital' My eyes widened hearing that reply from Atsumu.
We ended up rushing at their too. 'Sugawara Koushi?' I asked the nurse. 'Emergency room Miss.'
Rushing through the room while my tears where falling. I admit I don't have any feelings for him but I don't know why I have this feeling.
'Y/n calm down.' Suna said while I was crying. 'How can I calm down?!' I shouted.
'If I was the one who was in there, would you cry like this? -Suna
I can't say who I will choose because I'm having this feeling where I still hold onto our past. I can't say 'Yes' to someone who makes me choose between two people.
It's hard to say something when no one understands you. Please.. I'm tired crying... I can say I choose Suna but I can't let go to the past that Suga and I had. I won't let go so please don't leave me...
: I'm not a person who likes sad stories but yeah, I'm into it:) I'm into a person who already have someone.
