To My Crush ,
We use to know each other from our childhood but at first I was not at all interested in you , infact I use to hate you because you were so dominating , and then we got separated even at that time I haven't even think of you for once not even for the single time .
But , after 2 years as we reunion at new school and same class I saw you first time after our separation and at the first sight I fall in love with you with in 0.0003 seconds , my mind goes blank and I just forgot how you use to be I just fell that yes you are the one person for me , till that day no one has catched my eyes as you have .
That was the first day of our new standard and as you were new in school you were wearing red t-shirt , I still remember I can't even take off my eyes from you I was in the front and you were seating on the back I was seeing at back continuously and for that even teacher has scolded me .
We started our new standard and year I was secretly having crush on you but you always use to see me as your old schoolmate and classmate we use to talk , talk a lot but only as classmate and general class friends but then also I was happy just by that I can talk to you and know about you .
After that year our class got change but then also I always peeped into your class just to find you wait for you in the lobi to see you enter the school , applied for the prefect election so that I can see you while I do my dutie and even got select as stairs perfect so that whenever you come out of your class I can see you , changed my route from school to home and home to school just to be with you , I know you never knew that I use to follow you till your home street .
By doing this I passed 3 years and then suddenly after our summer vacation as you arrived for new class you have been totally changed your personality your body shape your clothing style each and every thing was change but only one thing was not change and that was my feelings for you .
After you get changed many people started liking you , you get more and more friends but as usual you use to see me as normal schoolmate because I wasn't change nothing was changed in me I was as I was use to be not my personality not my body shape not my clothing style nothing was change and not even my feelings for you I use to love you and l am loving you and I will always love you no matter how you change .
And by this our days of school were completed and we get seperate again we both were in different college and different fields and dream of seeing you every day comes to the end but then some miracle called as social media arrives and I found you on that platform and I was extremely happy and feeling blessed that I will able to see you again it will be okay for me to see you in photos atleast by this I can see you .
I followed you at every social media platforms each and every and moment that you post it I have seen that and liked that I was happy that by seeing from social media you get to know about my birthday and you wished me on that day , my special birthday became more special by your wishes .
But one day from that social media only I get to know that you were going abroad for your further studies and that day I cried a lot , really because till that I was knowing that you are in the city and many time coincidentally we have even meet each other and smiled at each other I was happy in that but know I want be able to see you not even coincidentally , you have left the country and gone and I am all alone again .
Then also I was happy that you were happy their you were enjoying your life there and making your career and hear I was doing my best so that I can stand next to you .
I even insist my parents to take our new house near yours so that whenever you come back I can atleast see you , but there is still some time to get our new house but I will definitely be near you .
I know I am not that much attractive and good looking as you are and many people around you but I am trying my level best to be best person for you and I will keep trying and one day I will give you surprise by doing that and I hope that on that day you will stop seeing me as your normal school friend and start thinking of me as your some one special .
I know I don't have courage to tell you that I love you but even I don't want to tell you this yet because before that I want to be that person on whom you can feel proud and can say that yes that person is mine .
I believe in my love for you , I believe in my fate , l believe in power of true love , I believe in God and I believe in myself and more then I believe in you that one day we will be together and that is for sure .
Finally wanna say that I love you more than 3000 😂😘😍 .
From your secret lover .
