Back then we used to be classmates from kindergarten,and we became classmates till our matriculation.But in between we became friends,we talk,etc....
2010
When we're 4th standard he propose me but I reject it because for me it was weird.
But then he never back off to impress me,but I said we will be always friends.And I stayed as friend with him but he still falls for me though he date other girls
December 2016
I got a message from unknown number on WhatsApp,
I ask who's are you?
Forget your lover,he said.
I got scared I thought it could be spams.
Then I asked him politely to tell his name then,
I'm Arron how could you forget me, he said
I asked him how did he got my number,cause I didn't share to none.
I got from your sister,he said.
Then I directly called up my sister,
I didn't give your number to any of your friends ,my sister said.
I asked him with a little harshly ,
I asked your number from Jack,he said.
Then I laugh a loud and said you should have told me before there would not be any confusion.
😍❤️ ,he send
I scold jack to give my number.'cause I don't want any to get my number.
sorry I won't do it again forgive me,Jack said.
I just seen his message.
Then he send me a message that forgive jack.
It make me more 'sane
so I thought of explaining Arron everything.
I'm sorry I should not asked your number like that.Forgive me🤧 he said
I felt that I over reacted ,then I said it's okay I forgive you and jack.
Really thank you much,🥰❤️ he said
hehe yeah, I said......
Then we chat all night,
we chat everytime from morning till midnights.I was happy to chat with him,he always indicate me to be in relation with him,but I ignore.
Still I chat with him,like always.
one day,
my phone broke,it was before Christmas,i couldn't contact him.
I felt really alone without him,I felt like I lost someone special.
I thought deeply why I felt like that,and my mind gave me an answer,
I felt in love with him.I feel like to tell him but I thought, when our matriculation exam will start I'll tell him.
I was really happy and excited.
Our matriculation exams start,
First day of exam,
I reached the examination centre ,I looked for Arron but didn't saw.
Then I started talking with my friends then I saw him with his friends I feel awkard to go there and tell him.
Then one of my friend told us,
Aaron is dating a one of our classmate.
I was in shocked to hear that, I was all black out.
The bell rang,
we went for assembly,
He tap at my back and said how's your preparation.
I was numb,he pet my head and went to assemble.
I entered the exam room,the papers are given to us, we're said to fill up our names and roll numbers correctly,I write everything correctly but couldn't concerntrate on the exam.
I write whatever I knew and submit .
I went out and wait for my friends to come out,
then Aaron came he hold my hands and ask about my exams but I couldn't answer it.
He pet my head and said it's okay,
it's our first day of exam nervousness is common try to do other exams good.
I just smile and said nothing.
Then Aaron's girlfriend came out and tap him at back,I felt really awkard so I just,told them I'm going to toilet.
Aaron's girlfriend said I'll go with you ,I said okay.
His girlfriend knew everything about us.
stay away from aaron,Aaron's girlfriend said .
I was traumized,I feel like to cry a loud but stop myself there.I saw my friends we're coming,so smile.
she went back.
I talk with my friends and head way to my home,I talk about this to my best friend,she said forget about him.
I was like don't know what should I do.
I reached home,and went direct to my bed.
I cried a lot and felt asleep .
I pray to God to help me to forget him and focus on my studies.
Next day,
I again saw him,but pretend not to see him.
He approached me talk to me but I pretend not to hear him.
His girlfriend came,and said to come along with her but.....
Aaron said he didn't want to go there.
His girlfriend got angry and stare me with ferious eyes,and went with her friends.
Aaron why didn't you go with her,I said.
I don't want to go there,and you're not talking to me Aaron said.
Aaron just stay away from me and never try to talk with me,even if you try you'll fail,'cause I won't answer.
Aaron went without saying a word.
I knew it was rude but it was good for him.
Third day of exam,
I saw Aaron again and I smile at him but I didn't ,and I know the answer why.
As days and weeks passed
I saw him,he saw me but never talk or smiled again.
It broke me and him ,but I know i did was good for him.
Last day of exams,
we all meet each classmates,
I meet each classmates but not Aaron.
I search for him everywhere but could find him,I asked his friends they told me he left early.
It broke me more but I knew it.
why he left early,
I was the reason,
maybe I should not told him those words.
I know I was wrong,but I hope one day I can't say sorry to him.
And tell him my feelings to him though he might love another girl.
