A girl who used to be cold as ice turned somewhat warm how did it happened...well if you guessed love, then yes it was a man and if couldn't guess it right no one will know....but he was not an ordinary man she could touch, but a man who lived in another world..well he was an idol... she was just a fan who could just see him from afar...but she didn't just love him as a fan it was more than that....she loved him adored him....now you'll be like we all love our idols what so special about her huh??....the thing that is special about her, is that it's her story you are reading so continue.... she did, she really did, it was her true love but onesided....but she never gave up she did all she could to make her able to meet him one day.....ok now you might be getting the vibe of saesang right?....shut up!! she wasn't a saesang..... her love had patience...she loved him with all she had....what she wanted was just to get a chance to meet him and tell him her heart... that's all....she worked hard and got a chance to meet him...you know how...she got a job at the company of the idol....and guess what she did get to meet him...from outside calm but inside going crazy! heart beating fast music in background.....and because of it they became acquaintance....then friends... and then the time when became best friends (I know it sounds too lame right but please just bear with it)....she couldn't be anymore happy....the idol trusted her alot... ofcourse he was lonely...he really liked her accompany..... she only had one friend she talked to yes it was the idol...remember..she was cold the warmth was only for him (if you could be with her....you would had known it for sure that no one would love him like she does)....one day while going shopping...she happen to meet a girl just of her age.... crying on the streets...it was wierd she stopped to look at her and even help cause she wasn't the one to meddle with other people businesses...(may be it was a miraculous day )....what was more amusing that she became friend with her...yeah you read right...may be because her story made her heart melt..who knows.....time flies now she and idol had about 3 years of friendship....now people in the company also started thinking that there was something between them.....some even thought they might me dating....well they were right, there was something definitely something....then on one fine day "hey I think I like someone how do you think I should propose to her" the idol said...her heart skipped a beat...cause she new he is saying that so he could know what she would love.....then pulling out his phone he showed her something...and the thing he said left her shocked, taken aback, heart shattered into pieces..."it's the girl I like "...and what could be more heart breaking than finding it was the girl she helped on Streets...whom she trusted and made friends with.....she just couldn't act now...all those warmth was gone....she stood up and walked out leaving him confused what just happened..... walking on streets..tears falling... heart aching with pain... thinking about all those times when she told that girl that she loved him...that they are best friends....that someday she might propose...why....why didn't she told me that she met him...she must be laughing on me...that I thought I had a chance now that he likes her.....that night it rained heavily...so did she....next day when she went to meet him at his home...as yesterday she left without saying anything...he wanted answers, why...and also that he had something to tell her..... she reached the house only to get to know that he and that girl was going to get engaged....and he did came to know that both the girls were friends...but still confused as to why she acted that way.....and now she was just tired of pretending..and let it all out....yes she finally told him about her feelings but it didn't helped cause he already found a girl....she even asked that girl why did she hid it from her and what did she said " I am really sorry but i didn't had the courage to do so...I was afraid you might feel bad"..."feel bad yeah right you know what i am more hurt because you hid it" and that said she just left.....2more years passed they both got married....but he never left her as she was the one bestfriend he had......how could he he really cared about her......now she just hardly meet with them as she didn't wanted to see him as it would only make her weak and want him more....3years passed that girl came to her house with someone new...it was there baby...." why are you guys doing this... aren't you a bit cruel to me... you know that I really love you and you didn't you said you were my friend then why huh?? is it fun to see me cry..."her eyes red filled with tears..." I just wanted to tell you I might die soon... doctors are saying that I don't have much time left....I think it's my karma for taking your love I am sorry..all I want from you is when I am gone...take care of him and the baby as there is no one I can count on...and I am really sorry...I think I should tell you this or else I wil never get to apologize... remember all those time when you told me about him....his every detail..his likes, dislike, thoughts ....I am sorry but I used those to impress him...and since I did all that this what I should be getting in return...so please forgive me and think about what I said...I think I should give him back to you" she said " you really think that now you have apologized so I'll forgive you...no I can't, I just can't...and I won't do it, now leave...out of my house".....that girl quietly left....again she cried her eyes out......since he and she were best friends he called her and it was a happy news "hey we got a donor she will be alright".."good" after few weeks she resigned from the company.....~~~
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he called her....to give her good news that his wife got the heart transplant but she didn't picked up he tried again and again but still not picking up......so he goes to her home to personally tell her....and that when he finds why she wasn't picking up cause she committed suicide.....
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....that day she went home....after few hours suddenly an ambulance came at her house the whole neighborhood shocked to see.....that she tried to commit suicide.....they took her to the hospital but were late...what the most wierd thing was they received the call from her only as if she knew that she would die within the time she reaches the hospital....
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he goes to the hospital just to see her cold body.. "hey wake up hey why aren't you waking up huh enough now don't joke around..... you know I will be really angry if you don't wake up...please..please...just please....you can't leave me...you promised me that you'll be always by my side...you are the only bestfriend I have.... don't do this to me please" tears falling... holding her hands....try to wake her up but there was nothing he could do....."Hey do you know her"..."wha-what happened to her why is she here and no one is treating her"..." I am afraid sir but she is already dead there is nothing we could do to save her.....please meet the doctor...." he rushed to see the doctor she was the one who operated his wife...." well I am sorry we couldn't save her but it was her own choice.... remember the donor we got who kept it's identify a secret it was her she made me promise not to tell you.... she came to me oneday asking your wife reports and signing to be the donor.....and gave me this key and said to give it to you after she had donated her heart.." "what are you talking about are you insane!! how could you allow her to do that.... aren't you a doctor how could you not stop her....I-I-I couldn't do anything all I did was give her pain.... but you too why why did..you not stop her.." "I was indebt to her she saved my kid and I promised I would whatever she asks me...and one day she came and told me her all story about her and about you.....how could you not see how much she loved you....and asked to be the donor that she would give her heart as a gift to you....and also donate her other organs....I just did what she asked....cause the way I saw her it just felt she lived a lifeless life...and just wanted everything for you.....as you were the only sunshine her life....I am sorry Mr. but I think now she will be at peace....so please take this key and go and see what she left for you.." he just takes the key and left....and reached her house....there he went to her place looked for the box whose key it might be... found it in the drawer....he opened it....there were two letters in it...one for him and the other for her family.... he started reading it and it said..
" Hey, my dear Idol....if you are reading this that means everything went well.... now you don't have to worry about your wife you guys have lots of time now...so live a happy life...I wish I could just have you for myself but my destiny isn't on my side....you see I always wanted to propose to you but I guess I was late..and that made me always think.... if I was first would that would have changed things.... I know you always told me to move on and look for someone else....but I just can't how can I just change because you don't love me back.... that's absurd you know.....the only person I'll ever love in this life would you and only you....and decided that my heart belongs only to you...and it's just funny how it really became true....so please forgive me I ever did anything wrong and really thank you for being there for me.....and that's why I gift you my heart....so please take care of it......ohh god my eyes are teary....I think I wrote too much... so always take care of your self and be happy....and if it's possible and we get a second Life could you please be the the one to come and find me like how I did and only love..... good bye my Dear Idol...."...he just stayed still.....his heart just ached as if someone pearcing it....tears didn't stop....and he knew he lost her forever.......💔
| Love is really powerful it makes people do anything....even if it costs them their lives.........|
