It all started like this, the greatest unrequited love I've ever seen.
In middle school, I befriended a girl, I thought she was fantastic, we were always doing everything together.
She used to like a guy in our class, I thought I should help her in the name of friendship, even though I knew he liked someone else (but he didn't have any chance cuz that girl didn't want a bf), so after a whole year and a half of hard work to make him like her, he confessed to her on the 1st of April and the day after they got together.
He started to fall for her more and more, while she was becoming more and more superficial, and sometimes she thought about other guys.
I tried to tell her to stop being like that cuz he was starting having serious feelings for her, and in the same way I was starting falling for him, after promised myself not to like anyone anymore one year before, I was letting my guard down and it wasn't ok at all.
But all my efforts weren't useful and she dumped him after 4 months.
He was really broken, I knew how he was feeling, and the more I saw him sad, the more my feelings were growing for that first sensitive boy I've ever seen.
However, I tried to tell her that he was deeply in love with her, but she doesn't believe in true love, so she didn't listen to me, she became totally different from when I saw her the first time, I started to hate her.
I used to ask myself why does he still likes her, forgetting her would have caused him less pain, but I realized I was doing the same for him.
I was getting hurt trying to make him happy, but he never saw it.
I used to comfort him, he never thanked me for what I did.
He doesn't even treat me like a friend of his.
I only wanted that.
I don't want his love, I want him to see how much I did for him.
Now we aren't in same school anymore, so I can't even see him, but I still have feelings for that brat.
I cry so much for him, but he's still torturing me without even knowing.
Recently I get to know that he's already moving on with someone else, so why am I here crying again for knowing that?
I wish I could have a stone heart, so I wouldn't love anyone. 🖤
I wish I could have a stone heart, so no one would be able to break it. 💔
Cuz everyone I care about has turned his back and left me with a too soft broken heart...
So that's why I know I will always be...
💔 Forever Alone 💔
