" You were my first love, but unfortunately, my first love was my biggest mistake". I said so and ran away when I saw him walking hand in hand with the girl I'd always doubted.
I was new to the school and so was he. I never bothered to talk to him neither did he. But one day after almost 2 months, we were made to sit together in the classroom. We still didn't talk to each other. I guess, he felt too awkward so, he started the conversation asking about my previous school. I was cold and answered coldly. It was then that I forgot to bring my book in the next class. He offered to share his book and then that was when our fingers touched while reading the book. I quickly pulled back my hand, I looked at him, he was blushing. He had a really annoying habit of singing all the time. After several warnings of telling him to stop it, One day I got really annoyed and punched him on the face slowly. He looked shocked and happy at the same time. I was confused, I thought to myself, "Was I too harsh? ". We were to sit together for 2 weeks, and within these weeks, I punched him twice, got to know him better, and made a new friend (maybe). After 2 weeks, we parted our seats, he looked kinda sad but I was unbothered as always. In the classroom, I'd always find him staring at me even if I stared back. He started talking to me more frequently. He would request the class captain to make him sit with me once again. He'd always find excuses to come and sit with me. I felt happy, maybe that was my first love? And finally one day, he confessed to me, I was very happy but I was not sure if he really liked me, so, I didn't accept at once, he kept on wooing me and one day I just couldn't resist myself and got my first boyfriend. He'd always tell me how he liked girls like me who remain messy and act cold towards new people. I trusted him blindly. After only 4 months, my friend who was his neighbour told me that he was cheating on me. I didn't believe it, when I asked him, he told me to trust him no matter what. I did as he said. I was hurt and cried at night. But I still trusted him. All of this trust turned into a nightmare when I saw him holding hand and walking hand in hand with the girl I had always doubted. We only dated for 6 months while he wooed me for 2 years. Thank god I never kissed him neither on his lips nor his cheeks.
He always apologised to me and asked me to date him again but as soon as I tried to forgive him, I'll get to know that he has a girlfriend and each time it was a new one. Geez! I hate him so much now, I've blocked him everywhere. Go to hell dumb@ss 😎
