I have always prayed only one thing that The person I love to belong to me only it's not that I'm possessive but it's like this since my childhood I have always read comics and novels with a couple and the ml's first love... I have always hated those kind of ending where the fl still end up with ml after seeing how deeply he loves his first love...
So from the moment I joined my college I promised to myself to not love anyone... but I couldn't keep that promise I got flowed over with his love..
But little did I knew that he only loved me for my face for having a face like his first love...His first love who left him just because she is older than him and can't conceive with his child...
When I married him I totally told him everything about me about what I wanted in my husband.. In my marriage... He said,"Don't worry.. I really love you and I had never loved anyone except you" I was very happy hearing those words but I didn't understood the exact meaning of his words.... Now he still says the,"Don't worry... I really love you and I I had never loved any one except you" But not to me but to his first love... First love who interfered in my happiness and in the family of which I dreamt from my teenage...
I asked him," What did I do wrong for you to break my happiness like this to treat my love like this" he doesn't give me any response expect showing a husband's duty... I feel disgusted to think that this man who is sleeping with me... is having sex with me loves someone else except me...
Today I found myself pregnant all of a sudden I have let go of everything thinking about the child like those fl did in the comics but when I came inside my house I found her sitting on the dining room like the hostess of the house...
I could bear with this attitude of her but it broke me completely when I got to hear these words from her to my husband that is, "Jashon... Did you hear that she is having our baby... our baby Jashon... Our baby.. We will have a baby of our own now Jashon... I'm so happy!!!"
I was so angry to say anything I was just looking at his face having a little hope that he will say ,"That's not ours baby that's my and my wify's baby" but all my expectations got broken all my world turned upside down when I saw him looking at her with love and saying,"Yes we will have our own baby after just 1 year...She will give us our baby...."
From my childhood I just prayed for only one thing but god still made my luck suffer... may be this is why when I used to read those stories I would always cry...I always blamed the fl who gave in his husband but what will I do now!!!!
