Part 1-
-Based from real life-
Hello my name is Angel Rosario my age is 14 years old and my birthday is in April 29...way back 2007 i was born...i was the youngest child in the three of us...I have 2 older sister and the name of them is kate and kaye they have the same birth month but not the year...And i was the opposite one...I was in April while my mother and my sister is in January...
When i was 1 years old my grandparents take care of me...and since i was born my father went to abroad so when i was 3 years old i didn't see my father even once and i didn't not search or ask about my father and i didn't even know that i have father and maybe my mother is not beside me when i grow up but i never ask or search for her too...let's say that i was just contented to be with my grandparents...i was so happy with them and i still remember when i was 3 years old me and my grandfather even have a picture...I only wish every night that that they will leave long not until...
May 26 weeks after my birthday...
My Grandfather died while talking with grandmother on phone...
Months later
I started to get sick there's no month or weeks i didn't get sick and I started to see my grandfather's soul and i talk to him...my grandmother was afraid that my grandfather might get my soul so they bring me to the folk healer and the folk healer said...
"Tie this red ribbon on her wrists so that her can't get by her grandfather"
And since that day i didn't see my grandfather's soul anymore and since that day me and my grandmother Started to go to Basilica Minore del santo Niño de cebu church and if i didn't go to church i will get sick again and some people call me a weird child but that doesn't affect me.
-2 years later-
When my birthday 5th birthday comes my auntie brings me to her home in Guadalupe and i meet my uncle julian at first i was scared of him but as the weeks passed by we startes to get along and i started to call my auntie mommy and at the age of 5 years old i finally meet my mother for the first time...and i call her Mama...but me and her didn't really see each other often and at the same time i saw my father for the first time too...i was shy at first but then we get along...and i started to live in our home too and for months we are happy but i didn't see my father and mother being sweet to each other not even once...and then months later my father needs to go back to qatar and i go back to Guadalupe...and because of my mommy/Auntie and my uncle julian...i felt the love that i want from my parents and sometimes i vistit my grandmother,my tita and my tito too...
-2 years later-
When i was 8 years old my father grant me a small birthday party and that time my mother and my father already broke up...i was 7 years old when they ended they're relationships but they didn't divorce but my father promise my mother to give us allowance every month...
At my 8 years old party i didn't pay attention to them i was just enjoying my birthday party...
-December-
My school has a family event in December and all of my friends family will attend even they mother or sister will attend some of them is not complete family but the sisters,brothers or mother or father of them is Willing to attend but my sister or my mother doesn't have a time for me...but it's fine to me...
One day my teacher announced that we have a meeting with our parents and the day that the meeting happened my teacher asked me...
"Angel Where is your Mother or Father?"
"They are separated teacher so that's why my auntie was the one that will be attending"-I said.
" Is that so"-Teacher said.
I'm not ashamed to answer that question because it was the truth...
-1 year later-
My Auntie/Mommy continues to take care of me and I also meet my grandfather...he love me too and give me some money and my grandfather said to me...
"Angel In the future Don't be scared to trust and forgive people even they betrayed you...do you wanna know why?"
"Yes"-I said.
"Because god trust judas but judas betrayed god and god forgive judas...and before that be prepared for the consequences and before you trust someone make sure that if they make mistakes...you forgive them...because if god can forgive then we can too...Don't be like me...I was trapped with the past and can't forgive your grandmother"-Grandfathet said.
Since that day i was not scared to trust and forgive...even if they don't trust me because it's up to them if they can trust me or not...and if they don't want to then...I wouldn't beg for...
Because Trust is hard to gain and Easy to Let go...
-1 year later-
-Grade 5-
Grade 5 days begin and i discovered my first crush...i didn't know that it will last long and his name is Michael...
1 year later
My feelings for him was like On and off
1 year later
I didn't know that someday i will just wake up and i will pretend to be happy in front of my classmates and family and i didn't know that i will be facing the devil inside me by myself and there's no one else by my side...i was just all alone in that dark room facing and fighting the depression...
To be continued...
Sorry for typos and This story was based from my life and yes i was crying while typing this story...One day i will just realized that it was just all memories from the past where i can't go back to...
I just want to share my story to make myself lighter...
And that's all hope you will like it...
Also tomorrow is the new Chapter of Empty Love and When the demon king fall in love.
Thank you keep supporting me!
