someone you loved...
Author: ✨Bellatrix✨
what is love? Love is an intense feeling of deep affection..The word “unconditional” means that there are no expectations or limitations set. To love unconditionally is a difficult thing, and most humans aren't good at that. But true love really does love without trying to change the other person. Love is a close bond with another that goes deeper than affection, attraction, lust, or friendship. It's a deep mutual expression of respect, trust, honesty, integrity, intimacy, chemistry, and partnership. Love is something best experienced together. You find it in each other, not separately. Love isn't supposed to hurt. If it does, then it is absolutely not a true love. Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. ... Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.
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but what if there's no love? If there was no love then there was there would have been affection. No affecting then no attachment. No attachment then no feeling of care. No care means carelessness. As there is no restrictions on other feelings except love then carelessness will give rise to mess and untidiness. Which will create unpleasant atmosphere. Such messy atmosphere will ignite your aggressive behavior. This aggravation will increase and will give birth to destruction. This mass destruction will increase and will led to deaths.
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But what if...the person you love...loved someone? and what's worse...the person you love, loved your best friend or the one who you trusted the most... This is the story about a girl, who truly have a deep affection on someone....
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February 14, today is the day the girl will confess her love to someone she has been admiring for so many years. "Grace" a boy called her name, "Finally your here, Sky.." the girl said with a smile. "why do you called me here?" the boy asked, "I..wanna tell you him back and kiss him on his cheek. "Will you be by my side forever?" the girl asked and the boy answered "yes"...
3 moths had passed, there love to each other is enviable, many students admired there love. they envy them because they're deeply attached to each other, "Gracie!" a girl's voice called her name, "Lea" Grace said. Lea is Grace most trusted best friend, they were friends since middle school.. "can you introduce me to your boyfriend now?" Lea asked, of course.. since she's her best friend, she agreed..
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"babe, this is my best friend Lea" she introduced her to her boyfriend, "hi Sky" her best friend said. "Hello" her boyfriend replied, "Gracie is really lucky to have a boyfriend like you, your smart, thoughtful and loveable!" she said while smiling. "thanks" he only replied, "wanna go to the park later babe?" Grace's boyfriend asked, "sure-" as she said those words, Lea spoke first. "can I come too?" she asked, her boyfriend kept quiet for a while but then he agreed..
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May 13, the three of them go to the park together. While Walk, Lea keep asking questions about Sky. "Hey Sky, what type of girl do you like?" Lea asked, "the type of girl I like is funny, smart, thoughtful and loveable, like my girlfriend" Sky answered and looked at Grace. Grace look at him with a smile on her face, while walking towards the Candy store. Grace tried to hold her boyfriend's hand..but.."Sky let's go there!" Lea said while holding his arms, "sure" he answered with a smile..I feel like I'm the third wheel...as we were passing by some stranger's, many said that they looked cute together..and others mistaken them as couples..'its ok, they're just friends' she said in her mind..
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few weeks has passed, Grace noticed something about her boyfriend' and her best friend's actions, they're always together, like a couple. They go to the park together, they eat at a restaurant together, they watch horror movies together.. they..do what a couple should do.."did they already.." she didn't finished what she was saying when she shakes her head, "no it's not, they're just friends'. And it's normal to do that" she said while smiling and looking at them eating lunch together...
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July 14, today is there month anniversary. "Happy month anniversary babe" Grace said then kiss her boyfriend's cheeks, "here, your gift" she said. "happy anniversary love.. sorry I forgot your gift.." he said.... "I..it's fine.." the girl said while smiling..'its fine, as long as your here..' she said in her mind... "I'm really sorry love, I've been busy this day with my-"... "it's fine, really...just don't forget next time ok?" she said and her boyfriend nodded..
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1 year later, "babe, wanna go out?" the girl asked "nah, you go out, I'm busy" her boyfriend answered, "busy with what?" she asked. "just go ahead." her boyfriend said... "oum.." she only replied.. 'he's just busy, don't worry he can come with you when he have some time' she said in her mind and she's about to cry..
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6 moths later, "babe, wanna go out and eat?" Grace asked. "no thanks" her boyfriend replied. "why?" the girl asked, "I'm busy" he only answered..."can you please go out with me today?" she begged him. "I SAID IM BUSY!" he shouted..for the first time..he shouted at her..."sorry, I told you I'm busy.." he said..the girl just turned around and said "it's fine.." and then she left..
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"babe? where are you?" the girl asked "sorry, I'm busy with some political businesses." her boyfriend answered "oh..is that so? when are you going home?" she asked and looked at the clock.. '11:58..' she said in her mind.. "I'll be back tomorrow, I'll sleep at the nearest hotel here. Take care of yourself, don't stress yourself out" he said and turned off the call... the girl cried and cried... "you have no political business to attend to..i asked your boss about it.." she said while sobbing..
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"babe?" she asked "yeah?" he answered, "wanna go to the park?" she asked. "No, not now Grace, I'm busy" he replied.. "is that so..?" the girl asked "oum" he only said... the girl turn around and left his boyfriend's room, when she got out, she cried and says "your not busy...your texting at your phone for the whole afternoon.."
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February 14, this is the day where the girl confessed her love to his boyfriend, "where are you babe" she asked on the phone "I'm in a meeting Grace! don't disturb me!" he said and turned off the call... "your not.. I already asked your secretary about your schedule..he said you don't have any meeting today" she said and then cried...
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that night, her boyfriend didn't come back.. "where are you babe? I need you now..please go home.." she said.. 'this is it' she said in her mind and then get a piece of white clean paper, she wrote something to her boyfriend... and then the time comes...
3:59 AM... her boyfriend came back..but when he entered her room, he only saw her body covered in blood...he panicked, he doesn't know what to do..he hurriedly called the ambulance, and after 30 minutes. The ambulance came with the cops, they investigate the body and after some time...one of the investigator came towards him and says "no one murdered your girlfriend sir, she committed suicide" he said, the boy doesn't believe what he said and shouts "HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT!! DO YOU HAVE ANY EVIDENCE THAT SHE COMMITTED SUICIDE?!"..." I have one evidence" he said "SHOW ME!!" He shouted, the investigator have him a letter..after he reads it, he burst into tears..and blamed himself for what happened to her.....
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Dear Sky,
Hello Sky, when you read this message I'm probably gone already,I just wanna tell you that I love you so much. Do you know what date is today? it's February 14! do you remember the day when I confessed my love for you? I'm glad if you still remember 🙂, I'm very happy that I met you, I'm very happy that I became your girlfriend...and..I'm very happy that your always here with me no matter what, i wrote this letter to asked you a favor. Take care of Lea, I know you like her more than me, I know you agreed to be my boyfriend because of her. I know that you like her Sky. Don't cheat on her or else I'll haunt you! I'm just kidding, Just take care of her, love her and always think of her not me. Loving you is my biggest dream! but staying with you is my biggest fear..I love you but you don't love me, you stay with me because you pitied me, I love you but I'm tired, I'm tired Sky..I'm sad because you only came home 2 times a week, I'm sad because you spend your whole time with Lea...But I'm glad you make me feel special when I'm still alive..I'm tired Sky, I wanna rest forever. Don't think of me anymore, think of your future with Lea now that I'm gone...farewell my love...
sincerely yours,
Grace..
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August, today is the day when the girl will be buried... but before she'll get burried, they throw some white roses on her...and her boyfriend cried and said "I'm sorry Grace.."..." IM REALLY SORRY!!" he shouted.. 'your such a good girlfriend, you always think of me but I didn't even think about you...I'm sorry..you don't deserve this!!' he said in his mind..and then a girl in white appeared infront of him and said "My love"....the boy begged her to stay with him "Grace! please don't leave me!! please!!".... for the last time the girl touched his cheeks and kissed him on his lips... "Love, take good care of yourself..." she said as she smiled at him "no please.." he begged her for one last time. "Love, just accept the truth that I'm already dead, please fullfill your promise, that you'll take good care of Lea for me" she said and then he took a glance at her..another seconds had passed she's starting to fade... "farewell, my love.." the only last words he heard as the girl completely fades..
.....I'm a sinner and she's an angel, I don't deserve her...I didn't take good care of her..now..I'll fufill my promise, i will take good care of Lea until my last breath....
"True love stories never had endings" the boy said before leaving the cementary...
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Note: “Never forget to forgive yourself; always remember to love yourself.” “If you ever want to love someone, love yourself unconditionally first.” “If you truly love someone, have the faith to 'let them go.