Life is so scary, We don't know what's tomorrows gonna bring, it can either be Life or Death, WE DON'T KNOW, But before I'll tell you my story, I have something to say, I have a very emotional life.....just saying.. Actually to be honest, Im mostly scared of losing people I care, then me being dead. So one day, the saddest moments had come, which I wasn't prepared of, it was when I need to transfer to a other school, It would feel like I was about to leave my precious 9+ years on that school, Those memories I have, The good and bad times, Well, I had to accept the fact that time passed by so fast, that I haven't Noticed. IF only I spent much time wit my classmates more, Then finally the day, That I was Mostly scared of, Introduction, Making new friends,...I survived those two, but it was only on zoom class, so I still had my confidence in me, But suddenly after almost 5+ months doing zoom classes, they tried to meet up at school, I got really really nervous, were I started to feel the cold breeze passing by my body, those sweat around my forehead, I was a disaster, so I made Plan, The plan was to say that "Im sorry I can't stay any longer,I have somewhere to go!!!", and yes, ^-^, it was SUCCESSFUL. Im actually a Introverted person, I feel more safer and relax, at HOME, then roaming around the outside world, I don't socialize much since I hate the feeling of interacting som random people, Its much better to escape reality, and hey, your already doing it...watching anime, reading manhuas,manga,etc.,its more like, we want to live on a world we desire, but in the end of the day, your still in reality, we gotta face those hardships, pain, and all negative things to grow. So I guess, that is how life brings us such unexpected event. Dont Worry If you ever feel like a burden, a worthless/useless person, a person who gets scolded everyday, ......Your Not Alone♡