I had fallen for him....
Not because of his charm ....
because of his behaviour, caring......
To be honest
when I first saw him I felt nothing
but on observing his behaviour.....
I don't know when I was fallen for him..
my eyes always looks for him..
my heart beat rises fast when I see him....
my heart says me call him..
it says to speak with him....
it says me to hold his hand...
it orders me to go with him until and after the death..
these all actions are the orders from my heart...
but my brain says ”this not the time to play, concentrate on work”...
I feel like there is a big war between my heart and my brain...
and I decided to balence my feelings and my goal..
I'm looking him👀👀...
he also looked me ( but not on purpose)....
our eyes met 👀😳...
at that time I felt like my heart is going to burst if it beats on this rate...
suddenly I turned my face because......
I'm not a good actor to hide my feelings on my face...
when he smiles....
automatically I'll smile too....
when I heard his name. I can't stop blushing on my face...
I don't know why I'm like this....
it's really sweet and hard to me.....
the feeling when I think about him, when I see him is really incredible..
but when it comes to express I'm really scared......
when I prepared to express my feelings...
I end up in looking at him from a distance....
the situation goes on like this......
our high school studies ended..
he went somewhere, I'm studying somewhere....
but that feeling in my heart is still like that even he is not around me....
I can't delete his image in my heart....
we ended up not even talking a word....
that's all because of my fear....
I don't know whether he thinks about me or not...
I don't know whether he likes me or not....
I don't know even he knows my name or not.....
but I'm totally fallen into a deap ocean named love....
I thought that I will forget him when I don't see him for years....
but the thing is my feelings for him are increasing along with time....
I hope we will meet again....
#so this is my feeling on my first and last love...
#I wish the readers to comment about their first love
