When I was 5 Years old, people think I'm crazy. My mother said that I always keep on talking all by myself.
that's why most of my playmates decided not to play with me anymore. But there was this one kid who stayed even though the rumors about me being crazy is spreading like a wild fire.
Her name is Juvia. we have a same name and that's the most exciting part.
Juvia is the best! she's the very first bestfriend I had. she can make me laugh, cry, and annoyed most of the time because she doesn't talk a lot.
until the day comes, 28th day of july which is my birthday, My Mom decided to bring me into a psychiatrist because she said that my condition is getting worst.
I don't understand. why would she send me into a psychiatrist when I no longer talk to myself anymore? I mean Juvia is already here! i have no reason to be lonely.
I feel bad because after the check up my mom send me to the mental hospital, it hurts because even her thinks that i'm crazy.
so before I go, I went to juvia who's standing next to my Dolls. I also feel bad because we can't play for a while.
"Juvia I'm sorry we can't play anymore" I said between my sobs. I'm a little bit confused when Juvia smiled sweetly for the first time because she doesn't smile at all. I've never seen her smile since the day that I met her.
"I know, we can no longer play anymore" she said softly but it feels like her words have tons of meaning.
so before I went inside the car I bid my last goodbye.
"Juvia! see you!! we'll play again I promised!" i screamed as my mother started the car's engine.
but suddenly Juvia shook her head as she waved her right hand while holding my favorite doll on the left.
but who knows that will be our last time seeing each other?
many years passed and now I'm already 21, I just got out of the mental and finally, I fully understand why people call me crazy when I was young.
because I realized that Juvia
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doesn't exist.
she's an imaginary friend.
we have a same name because she is me.
my childhood bestfriend is no other than myself.
Now right at this moment, I also knew how frightful loneliness can be.
I just sighed in relief while remeniscing the past. I grabbed my bag and went out of the store after finishing my food.
But i was about to cross the street when I saw someone familiar.
N-No way.....
this can't be...
how can I see her?
"J-JUVIA?!"
-the end-
