I only want to be loved, to be treated loyally, is this a unusual thing I asked for. but I did everything to get it, why I'm not allowed to be.....I give my everything to everyone. then why I'm not allowed....I think it's OK if i face all this things....because this is reality...no one cares about others intentions, feelings, or emotions....all they want is.... how to use them....if I'm not getting any love is not because I never give the same to others but it because of the way the world is.... and all I'm trying is to make myself to get use to this shits...