Hey , I'm Siyara and I'm 20 years old . I live with my mother and father died 15 years ago . I have a bestfriend yes a male bestfriend .
His name is Rudy and we know each other from childhood .. means from the time we both use to wear diapers . He lives next to my house and is only a month older than me .
My mom and his family are friends too .
We both share each and every thing to each other wheather it's school , class , bench , homework , hang outs , night stay and more importantly every secret .
But one day everything just changed according to me . Was it all because of that accident that happened 4 months ago .
4 months ago
I joined my new office and every thing was fine but one bad day it all started .
One day my boss asked me whether I'm dating someone or not ..I was surprised that why was he asking such a question .
I said no sir I'm not .
Then he started smiling and further asked me to over work this evening .
Firstly I regretted doing this but then he started blackmailing me saying he would fire me for not working properly.
Then what I have to do what he said .
I messaged mom and Rudy about me getting late tonight due to overwork .
And then I returned back to my table .
Soon only I was left in the office and my boss .
He came near me and sat beside me . And suddenly started starring at me in a bad manner .
I was feeling uncomfortable now.
Then I ask his leave that I want to go home it's late now . And I started walking towards the door .
He pulled me and started touching me .
I was defending myself from him but I was unable to do so .
He gave a glass of juice and asked me to drink that.
I said I will not drink it . Please I'm leaving .
And I started running now .
He ran behind me catch me again I tried to call Rudy but no signal in phone it showed .
He came near me and suddenly tear my sleeves .
I was shouting at a high pitch asking for help . But no-one was there not even the guards .
In the mean I was shouting he suddenly put a medicine in my mouth and it just sinks in my throat .
I don't know which medicine was that .
Suddenly he started touching me again and now I knew I didn't do something I am gonna be raped by him .
I kicked him hard in his main point and started running again now just the main entrance was left .
Again I heard the footsteps of someone approaching me . He was there again .
He hold my hand and slapped on my face saying darling you don't know how much I love you and you just kicked me .
My throat was chocked . And he again hold me tight kissing my neck and moving his dirty hands in my back and hips .
I was crying and suddenly I found a rod lying there . I tried to hold that and I succeeded in that .
I bang his head with that rod not only this on his arms , his legs and his face too . He was just fainted and I got a chance to run.
And then holding that rod in my hand I ran away direct towards my house .
My phone.. oh god .. I left my phone there ..
It's ok I can get a phone if I save my life first .
I ran 10 kilometres and finally I reached .
I drop the rod and went in .
My head was bleeding . Sleeves all torn , hair all open , tears in my eyes , sweat all over my body , scare of him and all what just happened.
I opened the main door of my house my mom and Rudy both were there .
Mom and Rudy both asked and take a look of what happened to me and then asked but I directly moved to my room without saying them a word .
They both were tensed .
I ran in the bathroom and cried a lot my voice firstly was at a loud pitch that both of them heard me and they continuously ask me to open the door but I gave them no reply .
Suddenly a heavy pain in my throat started my voice was becoming thinner and lower and then .....
I was unable to utter a word .. my neck.. my throat was paining like hell .
In the mean I heard a voice .
Rudy broke the door of my room and both my mom and Rudy are standing in front of me.
I was lying on the floor holding my neck which pained like hell .
They both continuously ask what happened to me .
But I was unable to utter a word.
They brought me some water to drink and then changed my clothes .
My face looks dull , eyes still in tears and throat in pain .
I firstly took a notepad and a pen and started writing on it . Rudy was on my one side and mom on other .
I wrote .. please take me to the hospital I will tell you what happened . My throat is paining and I'm unable to speak .
Rudy instantly bring his car and all of 3 went to hospital .
The doctor was a female and my mom's friend too and she examined everything and bandaged me too on my wounds .
She asked me that if I had some medicine or not .
I wrote everything that happened and told that the boss forcely put a medicine in my mouth too .
She examined again taking my Saliva for test and blood .
Few minutes later I was still on the bed but mom and Rudy were in her cabin . She went to her cabin with tests and she firstly ask my mom not react much if she do so it may also led me go in State of unawares that is comma .
She told them both whatever I wrote on the notepad . They both were shocked and my mom was crying , Rudy was holding her . Even he was shocked what happened .
The doctor told them that the medicine he put in my mouth was a poison that kills voice or vocal cords . So due to which I may not be able to speak for my complete life .
I got a discharge later and we went to our home . I keep asking mom what doctor told her but she was in tears too .
I took the notepad and wrote that if you are crying about what happened to me that I was raped then I must tell you I beated him to death and in future he will never tease a girl again .
Mom said that's great
I again wrote that my mom had made me strong to fight till the check end and to be fearless . Look even now I'm not crying but now why are you crying .
We reached our home
Mom made me sleep on my bed and mom and Rudy were having a conversation at low pitch .
I approached the wall to listen them .
Mom was saying him that we must not tell anyone about what happened to her .
Rudy said ofcourse aunt . We must not have allowed her to overwork it's all my fault .
Mom said it was her destiny but what now when she learns that she had lost her voice ..that she will never be able to speak to sing .
Rudy and mom just thinks
And I heard it all .. oh my god what the fu** . My voice .. I can never speak .. no that could not happen to me . I haven't done anything bad to anyone then why .
Rudy sees my shadow and approached me I was crying and he hugged me tightly .
He said whether your voice is there or not you're still my bestfriend .
4 months later ...
Now I have developed to write and tell what I want to say .
But one day my mom asked me to wear this dress which was very pretty . I wore it and she said we're going Somewhere .
We reached our place already Rudy and his parents were there and everyone was dressed well .
Suddenly Rudy went on his knees saying ..
“ I know what happened was just an accident it was not your fault but still you're my bestfriend , you're the best part of my life , you're the best thing happened to me . My love for you will never end with your imperfections . Because you shine more beautifully with your flaws .
I love you , the imperfect you , the crazy you , the Caring you , the brave you , even the mute you . I love every inch of you not after what happened but from the age of 15 but I scared that our friendship will be broken . But now I don't know what your answer will be ... So
Siyara will you marry me " ( opening the ring box )
I was in tears because I too love him and want to tell him the same from years but he asked me first and how could I say no.
I nodded my head saying yes .
He put a ring in my hand and my mom gave me a ring too to made him wear that .
Few months later we got married .
And now we're living happily together.
