I hate you and I mean it for real but everyone says that I love you. I don’t understand what I’m feeling. Does love and hate have a difference because I can’t separate them.
I think about you all the time and that constantly even if I don’t want to, does that mean I love you?
I get worked up if you tease me and I want to punch you so hard, does that mean I hate you?
When I’m with you I feel like suffocating because you make me feel like I don’t exist...
See I cannot separate them because like a coin they come hand in hand.
Pain and Cure, Good and Bad, Love and Hate.... you can’t separate those things because you can’t get cured without having pain. You can’t be good without someone being bad and you can’t love someone without hating them at the same time.
Some may say ‘No’ now but the truth is that when you start to love someone you can quickly turn this love into hate and that doesn’t take less that a second.
Our mind plays tricks on us and makes us believe he is the one, like the first love at first sight thing...
It’s because we want to believe that our life is like a movie and we are the protagonist, only waiting for Prince Charming to walk in.
It’s a little amusing how fast we can fall in love and how fast we can hate people at first sight. So can someone really say ‘I love you’ from the bottom of their heart? Or can someone really say ‘I hate you’ for eternity?
I started to love him after hating him and now I’m still not sure if he is the one because Love and Hate are strong words to direct at someone.
