I was on my way with a bicycle to a new school...
us..I was a new student....in xxx school..I was so happy but suddenly my bicycle struck to a boy..."ah..who the hell is this"the boy shouted...
i was feeling so..bad bcoz..my first day started with accident.."Oh..I am sry" I said with a worried face...
I gave him my hand to help him stand up..and he put his warm hand to help himself raise up..
"see nicely while driving..ok" he said..
and I thank him for his care...
after..that.I ran to my class 9(A)..
there I saw..that the boy that I had an accident is the same class as me..
he was also shocked..but he warmly welcome me to the class..
In this few days..he was helping me and was taking care me with everything..I kind of feel warm with him..
and one say he came to me with access 99roses..and proposed me infront of whole class " Shiya (my name)will you be my girlfriend " he said with a nervousness and a shyness in his face..
all the class were shouting" except it Shiya"..
Tears come down from my eyes..and I hugged him and said "how can i not except you..I love you so much"..
After that we almost date for a year
...when we were class 10..a new student came..name Tina..she was so beautiful just like a fairy from the heaven..
the teacher til her to sit near me and Danny(my boyfriend's name)...
In this few days Danny was not with me..
he told that he had some project to complete..
After few days at class I saw Danny was too closed to Tina..I called him..and whispered in his ear "Don't be to close to her..I'm jealous "..
he smiled and said " don't worry i not fall for her"..
In this few days he was very close to Tina..may be bcoz of the project bcoz she is his partner right..
and while I was near the class window..Nia and some of my close friend came to me ....and said " Hey Shiya..don't you think Danny is now a days to close to Nia .Do you think he still love you"..
I became to stone when they ask me If he still love me or not..I want to say" yes" but my heart shouted "no"..
"Shiya do you want us to find out" Nia said with a worried face...
"No I want to believe him" i said..with tears in my eyes..
"ok.then" they said and walk away..
When I was returning to home..I saw Danny sitting in a bench..with a stress...
I walk to him and ask him...the reason for his stress..
"Shiya..I don't wanna cheat..you i am sorry Shiya..I am sorry" he said with sadness..
"You love Tina right" i said with a smile..face..without any sadness in heart.
"huh..how did you know?..listen Shiya..I also..don't know when I am not with her..I always think about her and when I am with her..my heart beat fast...but I really don't want to cheat you " he said it out emotionally...
I was a bit sad when I was listening this but I was happy to bcoz he don't want to cheat me..
Danny...."did your heart beat when you were with me" I ask him...
" no..but when ever I'm with you...I feel warm" he said..
"Nonsense...its not love its friendliness " i said while I realize that actually he mistook friendship with love..but was in love with him...
"Danny let's break up...and you start chasing your love..ok..I will be your match maker ok" i said with a cheerful smile in my face...but the cheerful smile was for Danny..
"Really..thank you so much..and can we be best friend " he said it out with happiness.
"No I don't want to be your best friend " i said it with a smile..
"why??" he ask...
"bcoz..after I pass out high school..I will be going to study in USA" although this was not the real reason...I just said it out for him
"oh...ok " he said..
After 2 months. ..I was leaving for USA..after helping Danny with his love....
I don't want to be his best friend bcoz..I don't want to hard my heart...
it is said that..when your love one is happy although the he doesn't love you...and just think that you are his friend..you will be happy....then let me tell the person who said this...it's bullshit...how can I step happy when I saw them doing lovey-Davey stuff infront of me..how can I not be angry and start doing the think that a villain in a drama do to get their love ones...so to prevent this....I don't even want to become his best friend ....may be my secret heart will tell her secret...about when will I get my forever love...
