Hold Me Tight: Episode-1 (First Love

Jimin had always been a hopeless romantic. Always searching for the one, afraid he would pass away without haven ever felt true love. Not that he hadn't loved his past lovers. He loved them a lot but in the end they couldn't make him happy and they always left him for the same reason.

He was too needy, too whiny, taking up to much of their time and energy. Some had wanted to stay friends with him afterward but that of course didn't work out since Jimin himself would be too heart broken for it.

His first real lover, not the silly teenage crushes he had had, went by the name of Min Yoongi. He was one of those bad boys people said. It was when Jimin was in his second to last year of high school and he skipped class with his then best friend Taehyung. They had decided to go to the mall and eat some ice cream but that had turned out to be a bad idea since Jimin's mother almost caught them in the act. They had to run and ran into the underground parking lot. And that's where they met him, Min Yoongi, Suga or Agust D whatever name you call him by, everyone knew who he was and so did Jimin. He had heard of him.

Of course he used to go to their school and he had heard the rumors about him in school. Some said he dealt in drugs and alcohol, others said he was more of a hit man for the Korean Mafia and there were also people who said he was the son of one of Korea's biggest drug lords but either way he was surely one you wouldn't want to get into a fight with. Most just avoided him altogether.

And so did Jimin, well at least he tried until he almost fell and yelled which made the elder look at him.

"Aren't you two supposed to be in school, sweetheart" Yoongi asked as he waved his hand in a manner as to call the two schoolboys towards him.

"What is a pretty boy like you doing in a parking lot during school hours?" He asked obviously towards Jimin, who just blushed at that, too afraid and too shy to actually answer because an older male just called him pretty. 

A boy ( or a man in Jimin's eyes back than ) who was quiet handsome, not really tall but neither was he himself, definitely not back then. A man who Jimin considered cool even though he was dangerous.

And that's how that started. Jimin started looking around in the mall's parking lot every time he went shopping with his mother, even thought she found it weird that he all of a sudden her son wanted to go with her so many times. The times he caught glimpses of the older, the older always returned his gaze and Jimin would look away nervously. But the older boy had seen him and had taken note of him and that was enough.

One day, when Jimin's mother had decided that they should drink something in the mall and he went to the bathroom he met Yoongi there.

Yoongi who pushed him into a stall and locked it as soon as he caught sight of him.

"I've seen you look for me every time you come in the parking lot, darling. What is it that you want, hmm?" Yoongi asked, just mere centimeters away from the younger.

"N-nothing" Jimin stuttered nervously, finding the situation frightening but somewhere deep down also a bit exciting although he didn't understand why.

"Don't lie to me! They always want something" Yoongi almost growled.

"Drugs, alcohol, fake id's, money and most of time I can figure out what they want but with you, you don't seem like the person who would need such things so what is it?!"

"I - I just f-found you han-handsome" Jimin said feeling like only the truth could save him.

"Is that so, pretty little thing" Yoongi asked in a teasing manner making the boy shiver.

"Well in that case, I find you very pretty too, I told you that didn't I? The first time we met. So why didn't you say so" Yoongi said before he closed the distance between their lips and kissed the boy harshly, nothing like the young school boy would have imagined his first kiss to be. 

He pushed his lips harder against each other as he felt the elder's tongue pushing against them, trying to get them to part.

Yoongi growled in frustration and decided to roughly grab the younger's ass, making him gasp in surprise. And that was what the man had wanted, for him to open his mouth, giving him a chance to sneak his tongue into the other's mouth.

Jimin almost chocked in shock as he felt the drug dealer's tongue enter his mouth and slide over his. He found the sensation odd and didn't know what to think about it. He also didn't know what to do, should he move with the other or should he try to get his wet muscle out of his mouth. He knew for one thing that he shouldn't close his mouth now because then he would bite down on the other's tongue and that would make the man angry. He didn't want that, that was for sure.

To his relief, soon the elder pulled away and looked at him through hooded eyes. A faint but sincere smile, no not a smirk but a smile, crept on Yoongi's face. 

"So innocent and pure, my dear. Do you know what you are getting yourself into?" The thug asked, taking hold of the younger's chin.

Jimin nodded even though the answer was no, because he didn't know what he was up for when he got involved with people like Yoongi.

"Good" the elder stated.

"Cuz I'm not letting go of you now" he continued before he placed a soft kiss in the boy's lips.

"Meet me in the parking lot around 4 in the evening on Saturday." Yoongi said winking at the boy before adjusting his clothes and hair.

"Now go back to your mom before she misses you" he told Jimin who didn't think twice about listening to the man in front of him and turned around to leave.

"Don't forget to wear something nice Saturday" Jimin heard Yoongi say as he exited the restrooms and went back to sit with his mother.

"Well that took you long" she said as she took a sip of her tea, one that Jimin found disgusting because it smelled like cat piss, and looked at him questioning.

"It was busy." Jimin just stated while taking his first bite of the matcha cake which turned out to be a bad idea. A very bad idea since the boy almost chocked on it because a certain man walked out of the restroom and winked at him.

"Are you okay honey" Jimin's mother asked as the boy saw Yoongi give him an evil but oh so sexy smirk.

"Sorry, I thought i saw something" he answered in hopes of his mother letting the subject go and luckily for him, she did.

~

That Saturday he did meet up with the older, his mother thinking he had gone to hang out with Taehyung.

Jimin in all his nervousness had l left 10 minutes early but arrived 15 minutes early, Yoongi still being busy with his business, waving at Jimin to wait where he was standing right now, out of hearing distance. Jimin understood.

Once the other people, which he assumed to be junkies, at least that's how they were always depicted on tv, walked away, Yoongi waved him over and Jimin was again quick to comply.

"And what do you want, little boy?" One of Yoongi's men (Jimin asumed) asked as he turned towards the young boy.

"He's with me Kiji. Let him" Yoongi said clearly a little annoyed.

"Sorry I didn't know" the man named Kiji apologized to Jimin and giving him a friendly smile which looked odd on him.

"What do you wanna do today sweetheart?" Yoongi asked as he put some cash away before looking at the boy, his eyes taking in all of him.

"You look amazing"

"T-thank you" Jimin stuttered nervously after flushing at the man's comment and quickly looking at the ground.

"Y-you look good too"

"Thanks, dear" Yoongi said as he brushed his hand though his hair.

"So what do you wanna do? See a movie?" Yoongi suggested while raising an eyebrow, only getting a nod from the boy as an answer.

"Suga, we're leaving" the two men said and waited for said male's permission. Yoongi waved them off without even looking at them because he had to reply to someone's text and the two men got in their car.

"Come get in the car" Yoongi said pulling Jimin from his thoughts.

"You have a car?" Jimin said amazed as he looked at the black Audi that the slightly taller male held the door open of.

"Yes, of course" Yoongi chuckled while he kind of helped the younger into the car.

After that he closed the door and went to the drivers side and got in.

As it turned out they went to some cheesy romcom but all Jimin could focus on was his date's hand in his thigh, making small circling patterns over them which had jimin's hair stand at end and shivers went down his spine.

Yoongi had brought him to a fancy restaurant with a menu that had tons of things on it that Jimin couldn't even pronounce. The restaurant did have some amazing food Jimin concluded as the elder brought him home, kissing passionately in the car at the corner of the street where Jimin lived because of course his mother couldn't see them.

~ 

About a month later and Jimin had become quite used to skipping the last hours of school, skipping dance practice, then telling his mom that he would be with Taehyung until dinner at least twice a week only to be with Yoongi, most of the time at his house and every Saturday he would do something fun with the elder.

Something fun as in romantic because Yoongi might have been a drug lord in the making but he also was a Casanova.

On their forth Saturday date they went clubbing, of course Yoongi had asked Jimin if he wanted to and told him he could get them in even though Jimin was only seventeen, after they had gone to a theme park during the day. Jimin knew the elder had done it all for him because as soon as he was wasn't looking, the elder's smile disappeared, so no, Yoongi did not like theme parks.

The club was definitely something different from what Jimin had expected, way louder and more crowded. He had expected that there would be way more space to dance like you would see in dance movies. But he did like dancing with the elder however, being so close to him and feeling him all over his body.

Jimin loved the thrill it gave him knowing that he shouldn't be there, that he wasn't allowed to.

"You don't know what you do to me" Yoongi growled into his ear and his hands went down the smaller's sides before he turned Jimin's face just enough to kiss him.

When they broke the kiss, Yoongi took Jimin's hand and let him to the bar where they ordered two shots of vodka. The barkeeper eyeing Jimin suspiciously but when Yoongi gave him a warning look, he quickly poured them two shots, obviously knowing who he had in front of him.

"Have you had vodka before?" Yoongi asked the younger as he saw the way Jimin looked at the shot. 

Jimin shook his head and blushed, he didn't see the point in lying to the elder. He kind of was ashamed he hadn't had alcohol yet, he had never been the type to do stuff he wasn't supposed to. Until he met Yoongi that was.

"If you don't want to drink you can tell me, you know that right" Yoongi said as he looked Jimin into the eyes who nodded shyly before giving him a smile and bringing the shot glass to his mouth. 

"Okay, on the count of three.

One.

Two.

Three" and on three both boys drank their liquor. The burning in his throat is what surprised Jimin the most along with the fact that the drink wasn't something sweet like he had expected.

Later that night when they left the club, Jimin haven drunken 2 more shots, the younger realized he didn't want to go home but go with Yoongi instead, partially because his mom couldn't find out that he had been drinking, so he asked the older.

Yoongi was surprised when the question came but never the less happy that the younger wanted to stay the night with him. He knew that the boy probably didn't mean having sex with him and he was fine with that, just sleeping with each other in one bed already being a big step.

So the boy called his mother asking if he could sleep at Taehyung's house, yes yet again he was his cover up and Yoongi understood really well why the boy couldn't tell his parents that they were dating. Because his mother already was over protective of him because he was their only child.

That night Yoongi told Jimin that a good drug dealer himself didn't use drugs because it was bad if you got addicted to the things you sell. Jimin had been brave enough to ask such questions after he had a few more shots at Yoongi's house.

That night, after the alcohol was getting to the younger, he was brave enough to start a heated make out session with the elder that led them to the bedroom where Jimin, in his drunken haze, gave Yoongi a striptease. 

"Oh how you make me want to do things to you" Yoongi stated as Jimin crawled toward him.

"Then do them" Jimin said as he slowly went to sit down in his lover's lab.

"I can't. You're not in your right mind. You're drunk" Yoongi said as he moved his hands over Jimin's naked backside.

"But I really want this" Jimin said as he started to grind down on the elder making him growl.

Yoongi then lifted Jimin up and laid him down on the bed before hovering over him.

"I will show you how much I love you but I won't make love to you, Jiminie" Yoongi said as he started pempering the younger in kisses that slowly trailed downwards.

"Not today" he mumbled before he took one of the boy's nipples into his mouth and played with the other with his hand making Jimin moan loudly.

After haven given his nipple some attention, the elder trailed his kisses further down. He let his tongue slip into Jimin's navel before one of his hands took hold of the young boy's cock making him gasp loudly.

As soon as Yoongi's mouth joined his hands, Jimin was in heaven and of course being the virgin he was, it didn't take long for him to hit his orgasm.

"I hope that satisfied you a bit cuz I'm not gonna do more to you tonight" Yoongi said as he slowly laid down next to the younger before chuckling because Jimin had started snoring, indicating that he had fallen asleep already.

~~~~~

The next morning Jimin had woken up in panick, afraid that he had gone all the way with the man next to him and he couldn't even remember it anymore. But Yoongi assured him that that hadn't happened, that he would never do that with him if he wasn't sure if his consent was real. Jimin in return had told the elder that he really wouldn't haven mind to have sex with him just the fact that he had forgotten it.

"No beautiful, I want your first time to be special" Yoongi had told him before kissing him softly and offering to go to Seoul next weekend, just the two of them.

Jimin felt his heart skip a beat when he realized what the man had asked and now he just had to figure out a way to go with him, because he couldn't let Taehyung cover up for him again.

Luckily Jimin had a cousin who lived in Seoul, she studied there and she told him that it would be okay to tell his mom that he was staying with her while he wasn't. She herself knowing what it's like to have over protective parents and trying to hide a boyfriend.

So that was settled.

Jimin had an amazing time in Seoul and had decided that he too wanted to go to Seoul to study, what he did not know yet but it had to be in Seoul.

They had stayed in a four star hotel with a bubble bath in their room and a swimming pool on the roof the hotel.

That weekend they went shopping, Jimin spending his clothing and pocket money he had saved over the last few months and Yoongi spending also a lot of (drug)money on the younger, even though Jimin was telling him he shouldn't.

"I have every right to spoil my pretty boyfriend" the elder told him while taking his card trough the machine every time Jimin protested. Yoongi was spoiling him tremendously, finding that a boy that beautiful needed to wear expensive things.

Yoongi also took him into different make up stores because he had seen the younger sneakily looking at make up tutorials for men and he had noticed that the boy did wear make up every time they met up and Yoongi took great pride in how much effort Jimin put in his appearance just for him. He bought Jimin all the make up he laid eyes on even though Jimin said things like "I don't even need/want that" or "that's way too expensive" because if there was something Yoongi didn't care about when it came to Jimin, it was money.

Jimin didn't even dare to ask what that weekend had costed the elder but he also knew that the elder didn't mind, actually forcing Jimin to except his gifts.

So it was Saturday night after they had had dinner in some fancy vegan restaurant which in the elder's opinion didn't have any good food unlike a vegan restaurant that he had gone to in Gwangju and had gotten back to their hotel room and into the bubble bath to relax, that Jimin decided to thank Yoongi for everything in the most intimate way possible.

Jimin slowly went closer to the older and began straddling his lab before taking him for a kiss.

"I love you" he mumbled while his arms started to circle around the elder's neck, Yoongi's arms doing the same around Jimin's waist.

"I love you too" Yoongi said as he pulled Jimin in closer, not getting enough of the younger. Soon Jimin started grinding down on the elder making him moan into their heated kiss before one of his hands went into the younger's swimming trunks, massaging his cheeks and from time to time a finger slightly touched his hole, making the younger pull away from the kiss and throw his head back.

"God you're beautiful" Yoongi breathed as his kisses slowly trailed down the boy's neck, before leaving a hickey there where the younger could cover it up with his school uniform. The elder felt Jimin's tiny hands pull on his hair as his kisses went lower and lower.

"I want you" Jimin said as he felt the elder's hard on against his ass, realizing that the elder had seen him naked but he hadn't seen the elder yet.

Yoongi hummed in response before standing up, lifting the younger up with him and started walking towards the bedroom, not caring to dry themselves before laying down before continuing his trail of kisses, turning the younger into a gasping and moaning mess.

One of his hands started caressing and massaging the school boy's thighs and ass while his other went to grab the lube on the night stand, before opening the cab and pouring some on his hand. 

Jimin giggled when he felt the elder smear some of the slippery liquid into his hole, the liquid having been warmed up a bit in the elder's hand but still way colder than the younger's heated skin.

Jimin gasped loudly when a finger went in, clutching onto the elder's arms like his life depended on it. The sensation was foreign and unpleasant at first but as the elder kept moving, Jimin started enjoying it. The same went for when Yoongi added a second and a third finger.

"Are you ready?" The elder asked after he was done stretching the student and had put on a condom, already having aligned his member with the younger's anticipating hole.

The boy hummed eager in response, waiting for the moment the drug lord in the making pushed in.

The sting he felt when the elder did push himself inside of him took Jimin by surprise, having expected him to go in smoothly because of the stretching, but the elder kissed his tear and partially his pain away. 

Yoongi waited a while, letting the younger adjust, before starting to pull out before pushing back in.

The younger quickly turned into a moaning mess again and when the elder pulled his legs over his shoulder and started setting a quicker pace, now constantly hitting a special spot inside of him, the boy was reduced to chanting his lover's name.

When Yoongi kissed him again the younger felt a heat growing in the pit of his stomach indicating that he was close.

"I'm close" he whispered out of breath against the elder's lips after they broke the kiss.

"Me too" Yoongi said as he pulled away, sitting up straight and letting go of one of the younger's legs and angling his trusts harsher into the boy's prostate. 

The boy let his head fall back and arched his back high in the air as he came all over himself and untouched just before the elder came inside of him.

"I love you so much" Jimin mumbled when Yoongi pulled him close after having pulled out of the younger and and taking off the condom before throwing it in the thrash.

"I love you too. Always keep that in mind" Yoongi said as he hugged Jimin until they fell asleep.