Heyy babe are you alright ace said to he's my boyfriend and we been 3 years in relationships i taught that i can live forever but i think the fate is unfair because i have a heart disease i only have a months if i dont have a heart donor i die and im scared because im going to leave my love in pain he don't know that i have a heart disease and i have no plan to tell her .
babe if one day i will be gone continue your life okay i said in smile but in that smile there's a pain that i can handle it .
what are you saying you will not going to leave me i told you were going to live forever right.
im sorry babe i think i can keep that promise anymore i said in my mind.
stop saying that word okay let's go i think your mom is worry about you by now.
he just drop me in the gate because i said to her that he need to go home too.
when i enter the house i see my mom sitting in the sofa.
hi mom i said to her and give him a smile.
how are you sweetie did you tell her about your condition already i just shake my head to tell her that i did tell to ace about my condition.
but sweetie you need to tell her no secret that can hide .
mom im scared to tell her what if he can accept it mom I don't want her to suffer please mom Don't tell her i said while sobbing .
shhh don't cry it gonna be bad for your heart .
i just have a 5 months to live and i want to spend my time to ace .
where do you wanna go after we it babe ace ask me.
watching sunset i said to her and he just nood her head.
babe someday we going to build are own family and i want the to build a house in near the ocean to see the sunset everyday with are kids.
please ace stop planning your future to me because i can accompany you to your dream i said in my mind by holding back my tears.
so let's go he said i just nood to her .
3 months past and that three months my moment to ace so memorable that im going to keep it in my other life.
now im here in the hospital and the dextrose is my hand to prevent the pain .
and mom suddenly appear .
how's your feeling sweetie he sain in worried tone.
im okay mom don't worry i said in smile and that make his face relieved .
while im eating my food my phone rang and i see ace name in phone call.
hi babe how are you in the U.S he said im going to miss his voice .
im okay her babe dont worry .
is your grandma is okay now yeahh i tell her that im going to take care of my grandma because she's sick.
yeahh she's feeling well now so don't worry okay .
i miss you so much babe when will you come back her sorry babe but i think i can go back to you i said in my mind.
i don't know yet babe because my grandma need yo full recovery.
okay take care of yourself while your there because im not there to take care of you and comeback okay.
i just have a deep breath to hold back my tears and to stop broke my voice .
it's okay babe i said while holding my chest where the heart is because my diseases attack me again.
okay gonna go babe my grandama calling me now bye and i love you.
i love you more babe .
sweetie are you sure that your not going to tell her about your condition you know that there's no secret can keep forever.
mom i dont want her to hold back in the past and suffer from pain when im gone .
mom i just have a 1 month to live and i want her to continue her life and do you think it not hard for me to keep a secret from her .
shhhh okay sweetie dont cry im going to support your decision
half of the month past and and i cant still find a heart donor and my heart is too weak now im sorry babe im going to leave you now i said while my tears falling down.
sweetie good news we found a heart donor for you and that make me relieved now i can accompany you now in your dreams babe .
1 month past and the operation is successful and im thankful for that in that 1 months ace did not contact me so im planning to surprise her because im excited to see her.
ACE HOUSE
now im in the sala waiting for ace i ask manang but she just said that wait for tita .
iha is that you are you okay now she said i do i feel that she know my condition.
im okay tita by the way where is ace i didn't see her when i get home i said in smile.
instead of answering my question they just look to each other and smile on me but the smile is have a pain.
iha ace want you to have this tita said and gave me a envelope.
what's is it and where is ace why is he not here.
it's better for you iha if your gonna read the letter and dont worry we don't blame you he said with the sad and pain tone I don't know but i feel nervous .
When i open the letter and read it i can't help but to cry why why ace.
to stella my love
hi babe how's your feeling now are you feel better now if you read this letter it's mean im gone now babe im sorry but cant fullfil my promise to you but you cant fullfil it but sad to say it's not me you know babe i hate you because you lie to me do you think that im not suspecting you when you said that if ever that you gone go on with my life and that the time im suspicious in your act so when im going to pay visit to tita and ask her i see her going out so i follow her and i see her in the hospital but the most that make me shock is that i see you lying in the bed and the most painful part is when i know your real condition and in the three months that have been with you I have always indicated to you that you have to fight for the two of us and when you said that you need to go to U.S to take care of your grandma i said yes and take care but you don't know is that i always watching you from far bearing a pain alone I can't take it anymore to see you in pain so i ask my parent that im going to be your heart donor and i said to tita to not tell you that im the one who's gonna be your donor because if you new that im the donor you will not accept it and my parents always talk to me but my desisyon is final i can live without you babe because if your going to be gone i cant live to so i dicided to donate my heart to you you know why because MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU so dont waste your life with guilt because im not regreting that i donate to my heart and meet you in this life and if I choose in my next life I want you to be a part of my life again because in the life I have now you are the best thing that happened to me so you have to live happily and fulfill our plans with each other but with other people that because I am no longer there to fulfill our plan so promise me that you will be happy and remember that I love you very much and I do not regret that I met you and loved you
from your handsome boyfriend ace 💖💖💖💖.
WHY, why did you agree aunt to what she wanted I said while crying listen stella you know we were busy with our businesses so we neglected ace and in exchange for our negligence we agreed to what she wanted even if it was painful because you were the only one he was a light in life during the times when we didn't have time for him so he couldn't bear to see you in pain he wanted you to be happy that's his last wish so fulfill it even if he's gone.
It's been 3 years since ace donate her heart to me and in that 3 years i fullfil her last wish have a happy life .
Im here now in the graved of ace, hi babe how are you in the heaven are you happy their don't worry about me im okay now and thank you for loving me with all your heart i hope we can see each other and our next life gonna go now babe i have to work im going to visit you again ng sunday good bye love .
