when I was in 5th grade you(my crush) entered for the first time in our school.. that time. I really don't use to talk with you neither you talked to me. But as only formal classmate talks.
As we entered our new grade that is 6th grade. your seat was in front of me. And my bench partner was your friend you always used to talk with him. Because of that you turned back to talk with him and sometime with me too , but it was just friendly talk or may not be. That time too I don't even started feeling for you.
There was an incident I don't know if you remember that or not but I still remember it was first time when you try to make fool of me you took my Grammer note book when I asked you for you were playing around so in anger I told you keep it to yourself. And you know what you actually kept that book in your bag. Next day I was completely forget that you took my Grammer note book for fooling around but you forgot to returned. I was really to panic that I don't bought book. After sometime you gave me my book asked me why is with you. Then I told you about day before and you started laughing.
Ahh.. I remember one incident. When my friends send you a letter with a joke in that in that letter my name was too mentioned. You and your friends give that letter to our class teacher and she took me and friends to the principal's office. I don't even know when they send that letter to you but still I was too scolded by the principal and our class teacher. That day I went home and cried a lot. And from that day I started hating you I really used to cursed you.
one more incident I remember when you sit infont of me and my friend with your best friend. You makes us laugh the whole day... I really like laughing with you... From that day I don't know how I started feeling for you.. only my heart know about that .... I really hide it from my friends....
My feeling grows day by day. Whenever I saw your look makes me feel happy .... we don't used to talk any more... we are still class mate till 8th grade...
When we were in the 9th grade we were still in the same class, but in that class you actually change through you score good marks... but you started joining bad company... In same year from one of my friend i get to know that you have girlfriend... I really feel bad ..... Even I cried too... But that the fact I have to accept.. But what to do about my feeling... they keep growing whenever they saw you happy , laughing , making fun of teachers...
I thought of confessing but... In 10th grade we were no more in the same class.. so I drop out the idea of confession .... But my feeling toward you can't stop... whenever you passed from the corridor of my class I just can't stop looking at you... I always used to find reasons to pass by your class .... or to entres your class... just to see you once.
You know what daily I was late to school and I stand in late-comers. Because of which I have to stand separately ... I really feel regret to been late , but most of the time you were on stage for the punishment... Because of that I can see you early in the morning....
I still didn't tell anyone about how I feel for you.... Not even my friends . one of my friends too like you and she gonna confess to you.. I was afraid that you started liking her... so I started counting your negative points and tell my friend not to confess Finally after few day she stop her plan of confessing you... And that the relief...
I know that you breakup with your girl...But
In 10th we are no more in contact with each other.... It was our Board Exam time.... I really thinking that what if your not in my Examination Hall.... But on the first Exam ... I saw you sitting in the next row beside me ... I was too happy... But our last Exam over and I finally realized that I'm not going to be able to see you again in my life...
That few weeks I was Disturbed and regreting why I don't tell my felling to you...
But I think a magic happen in my life. And I once again meet you on the social Media platform...When I first text you you asked me who I'm ... maybe you've forgotten me... in past few years of distance... But after along time you recognize me.... we started chatting, I text you sometime you answered my question.. but sometimes just not, Then from social media i got to know that you are moving to a new city for your further studing even we can meet in that city too but .. . Because of some natural calamities my parents don't allow me to go there my bad luck... I too tried to plead my family but they don't...
Then sometime I thought to confess you from social media but I still don't dare to confess...
Dear crush if you reading these .... I hope you recognize me. And understand my feeling towards you...
IN LAST I JUST WANT TO THAT
☺️ I REALLY FEEL FOR YOU ☺️
