what is the meaning of love and hate.
I have always asked myself if I hated someone or loved someone I don't know how it feels when you're in love I have always thought that I was making the wrong move, but I came to know that I was still the girl who doesn't know what is love and hate I begin to understand that i am girl who was still inside my mothers house I begin to understand that i needed to get out and find out the light awaits but oh boy I was wrong
as soon as I thought I was doing the right thing I only saw darkness is what awaits me or is it what everyone goes through I don't know so am right here questioning myself that I even forgot why am outside you see am still a girl who still has her virginity and I am 18years old yes I know some girls at my age have already lost their virginity or their first I know because I see it happen to girls but is it really love because I think that if there is no love there only hate that means everyone would only care about themselves and think for themselves yes that's the word hate , hate is a very bad word to say to someone who was there for you even in the wrong time", Love is also a word that you say to someone and make them feel loved and cared for right I know that what I don't know is that how come we always get hurt even if they say they love us they care what's the point of love if you're still going to get hurt.
I don't get I just need someone to explain to me what have I done wrong by staying inside my mothers house I learned how to love and care for myself ever since I knew the word love and hate I would rather b locked or kidnapped then to love because am going to be hurt in how ever I try to forget the pain it still comes I know am alone everyone goes through this trauma but do you also want to be loved by one person who will love you cherish, care, make you laugh, and smile all the time right that's what every girl need in life to have a better man.
I Do Hope We Girls Get what we want for the life 💗 Time because life can be rather be counted by time and seconds and as you know you can never have a second chance to live that's why we all cherish the moment so that we all with our families.
Your not the one who chose to to be born but your the one chose the one who chose how to live your life and this is a life time lesson to all girls and boys, women and men live the life the you dream and keep your dreams going until you find the answer don't stop chasing your dreams, even though I got to this world that had light I was still disappointed by what occured but even after I lost my first V card or virginity I still went on and forgetting the past because no matter how much I remembered the past I won't get my virginity back so I had to move what could I've done??
sit back and relax no! I had to make a change so I did and now am perfect now live the past and hang on to the future and see what comes your way.
Sometimes I had to think a lot of things like“ going back to ex boyfriend because I may have a chance” but I only got hurt even more so maybe I consider saying that it's okay to cry for your loved one to come back, it's alright even I did cry but you know that only made me even more stronger than ever.
So trust me when I say that all of these are because this have happened to some girls, women,and ladies
and we all know that losing someone we love is the most painful (>_<) thing to experience but you will get over it and move on some can take long but if you're determined to move on 🔛 than nobody is stopping move on.
Life is short so live the life you want to live make your dreams come don't fantasy or imagine them make them come true because we don't live the life of imagination or fantasy we live in the life of REALITY not virtual world ❌ I myself used to think that it would be better to live in a virtual world where you can have fun and make friends at the same but you know reality hurts...
