The best actress award goes to.....", the words from the award ceremony she watched earlier still echoed in her ear. Acting is not about movies or dramas but every person does act in their life someway or other. But living a life you never wished for, acting like it was alright is very tough. What's worse is you are the only person who knows your whole life is a lie and you never wished for it. Her younger self never knew that looks are important or the ones whom she cared about never liked her. She thought she doesn't have to meet their expectations since they will love her no matter what. I wished someone told me they were all lies. Love comes with expectations. The girl who thought love is purely based on personality is now trying to look beautiful to be loved. The girl who was talked every word from her heart now stopped talking. The girl who laughed as if happiness and joy would be jealous of her has now started giving fake smiles. The girl which showed every emotion like a mirror has now became a rock. She stopped behaving like a 'child' and became an 'adult'. When she was sad, she used to cry but now she started smiling even if it hurts. the ones who said her smile was the most beautiful are now saying she smiles like a mad woman. Her emotions are over reacting and her sorrow is being too sensitive. She does deserve a best actress award for her acting.
