I keep hoping that the good days will come soon..the pain will fade away...
I keep expecting good days to come by...
It just leaves me disappointed..
If I expect something from someone...I'm left dumbfounded..
So ...what should I do?..I hope that I find someone whom I can depend on but...again...no response..
I finally decided to not expect anything from anybody except for myself...but sometimes I disappoint myself as well...
From now on I hope that I won't disappoint myself by indulging myself into expecting something from myself or anybody ..
Phew...what do I do?
I feel ...the lesser the expectations the lesser the pain..
But I don't wanna lose hope...hope is something that keeps me going ...that keeps me motivated...if I lose hope I feel like I'll lose everything...
I might lose something from expecting..but from hoping I feel like I can do something about it...
I hope I live my life with less expectations and depend solely on myself in making myself a better person..
