You and I know each other for a very long time as if we were meant for something, I ended up thinking "Is he the one?" carrying this questions in my mind.
Everyday you and I are getting closer having this conversation with you makes me think "Am I the one for him?". Those questions are stuck in my head thinking that their would be a way to express it to you.
I want to say "I like you" "I love you" , but those word were being kept in the line, cause I have this feeling that you might think that I'm not the one.
With the bond that we had I thought it would somehow work
but I didn't...
One day you left, without leaving anything, having both my mind and heart shocked, "what is this?"
"what is happening?"
I force myself not to believe that you are gone, leaving my feelings for you stuck in my heart.
I should've said it when I had a chance, but now that you are gone, this regret won't gone.
"If I said it earlier, would it make any difference, would you stay? would you love me if I've sad I love you?"
Questions are keep popping up in my head, cause I know , I let myself waste the one and only chance I have and regret it for the rest of my life