I answered after 4 miss calls, thought that I would be able to talk to her (mother) very well. But as soon as her voice was heard, the tears started flowing non-stop. Her first question was "How are you?". Before I could give some answers, again her question started coming "Well, isn't it?". somehow I Stoped my stuttering voice and answer "I am fine, how are you?" Mother people are also strange their questions never fulfil in a line.
Without a single breath, she said in one stroke, "I am fine, have you eat dinner? Why didn't you receive my calls since then? Is all right in the office?". At the same time, I came to cry as well as laugh. What would I say To her that this brave daughter is bullied every day by her office colleagues, what would I say that I have been living this way for 1 year, what would I say that I miss home so much. I miss her's lap, I want to sleep in her lap before I die.
sometimes I think, how can someone cheat such a good person? How can someone leave who is firm on her promise?
Anyway, I can't show bravery in front of others, but I can show bravery to my mother on the phone. "Sorry mother, I was busy at work" I said. I was wiping my tears only then again the tears started falling like rain when she said, "I'm missing you so much, daughter".
Don't know why I am an expert in hiding my tears in front of everyone but not in front of my mother. I try but fail every time.
without saying anything, I started crying like children. People rightly say that we are the children in front of the parents.
no matter how sensible becomes we are but in their eyes, we have many flaws but they also like those flaws.
mother kept asking repeatedly "What happened? Why are you crying? Why don't you say anything?" But with my flutter voice, I was able to answer her only that "I am fine, I was missing you very much".
After talking to her for some time, I kept my phone in my pocket.
The view below the rooftop is very beautiful but today I didn't feel very beautiful and I took my step back.
